Paroles et traduction Juliet - 消せない嘘

消せない嘘

たった一度だけ、ついた嘘が許せなくなって
ふいにまた悲しくなるからキミの言葉、信じられないわけじゃないけど
消えない痛み、またキミを疑っちゃう
ずっと待ってたのに
会えなかったあの日の約束も
同じ夢見てたと思ってた
あの別々だった夜も
もう今なら大丈夫だって思ってたのに... ダメで
ヤキモチだけは直らない癖みたい
繰り返す
フラッシュバックする度
何度だって泣けてくる位、悲しくて苦しかったから
悔しかった
自分の記憶に負けたくない、だけどまだそんなにアタシは強くなくて。
...精一杯で。
こんな時間に、迷惑だよね...。
友達に電話して。
まとまんない話。
わけわかんない位キミばかり。
もう少し優しい声で話せば良かったのかな?
ケンカなんかしたくないのに...
あの事また思い出して、不安になったから。
困らせたくて、ワガママになってみたの。
...会いたくない。
人を信じれなくなったアタシ。
キミだったから信じたのに...
ショックだったんだ。
『こんなもんなんだ』って、悲しくなった... もう嫌だよ。
たった一度だけ、ついた嘘が許せなくなって
ふいにまた悲しくなるからキミの言葉、信じられないわけじゃないけど
消えない痛み、またキミを疑っちゃう
そばに居れない時間なんてなきゃいいのに。
キミの事がこんなに今、大事過ぎて。

Unforgettable Lie

Just one time, the lie you told became unforgivable,
Suddenly, I'm filled with sadness again. Your words, I can't trust them, but it's not that I don't believe you.
The pain won't go away, and I end up doubting you again.
I've been waiting all this time.
Even that promise we couldn't keep on that day
I thought we were both dreaming the same dream.
Even that night when we were apart.
I thought I was finally okay, but... I'm not.
It seems I can't control my jealousy.
It keeps repeating.
Every time I have a flashback
I end up crying over and over again, because it was so painful and hard.
It was so frustrating.
I don't want to lose to my own memories, but I'm still not strong enough. Yet I'm trying my best.
...With all my might.
It's so late, I'm probably bothering you...
I'm calling to talk to a friend.
My thoughts are all over the place.
I can't stop thinking about you.
Maybe I should have spoken to you more gently.
I didn't want to fight with you...
I just remembered that thing again and it made me anxious.
In order to get your attention, I acted selfishly. I just...
...didn't want to meet you.
I can't trust people anymore.
I trusted you the most...
It was a real shock.
I thought, 'Is this really all there is?' and it made me so sad... I hate it.
Just one time, the lie you told became unforgivable,
Suddenly, I'm filled with sadness again. Your words, I can't trust them, but it's not that I don't believe you.
The pain won't go away, and I end up doubting you again.
I wish there were no times when we couldn't be together.
You mean so much to me right now.