Paroles et traduction Katta Lana - Deliris

Deliris

Asseguda a la finestra veig el teu reflex
La lluna m'il·lumina però no és suficient
M'entrebanco amb paraules que ja no conec
La foscor m'abraça i em mata el mareig

No veig res, és dur estar tota sola
Quan creia que et tenia, et converties en boira
Quan creia que em seguies, estaves a otra onda
Quan et cansaves buscaves una altra cosa

Tinc moltes penes per explicar-te
Però no les llegiràs si te les dic per whatsapp
Vull parlar-te, tocar-te, veure't la cara
Vull que confiïs en mi i no en algú altre

Però em reviso, i ho veig tot tan negre
Aquesta no sóc jo, no almenys la que era
Seguia el meu camí, estava molt completa
Ets la major lluita que he lliurat en una guerra

Perquè m'has tret l'armadura sencera
Ara cada nit que passa és més freda
Estic molt perduda, enyoro la meva terra
Aquest paper relata la lluita més sincera

Em sento estancada per moltes raons
La primera és que demà em farà vergonya tot això
Ho tornaré a amagar, em beuré l'últim glop
Quan et trobi t'abraçaré i et faré un petó

I és que jo, no sé cantar-te, no sé cantar-te
Sense melancolia perquè noi em tens feta un desastre

I és que jo, no sé cantar-te, no sé cantar-te
Sense melancolia perquè noi em tens feta un desastre

Diria que ets la meva persona preferida
Però estic segura que tant no em feriria
Trenco i intento veure dins la cornisa
Que envolta el meu cor i plora cada dia

Potser no és el que vull o mai ho sabré
Per això segueixo escrivint en paper
Que els sentiments hi són però no els entenc bé
No em vull arriscar i fer-ho malament

I és que mai m'hagués imaginat
Que tu m'afectaries tant el cap
I és que no estàs tan enganxat
Com jo hauria desitjat

Després d'haver-ho tret queda treball intern
Remullar-me, amb l'aigua, del meu infern
Potser crema, hauré de fer més d'un intent
Però el resultat que espero és millor que el present

I és que jo, no sé cantar-te, no sé cantar-te
Sense melancolia perquè noi em tens feta un desastre

I és que jo, no sé cantar-te, no sé cantar-te
Sense melancolia perquè noi em tens feta un desastre

Delirium

Sitting at the window, I see your reflection
The moon illuminates me, but it's not enough
I stumble over words I no longer recognize
The darkness embraces me and the dizziness kills me

I see nothing, it's hard to be all alone
When I thought I had you, you turned into mist
When I thought you were following me, you were on a different wavelength
When you got tired, you looked for something else

I have so many sorrows to tell you
But you won't read them if I tell you through WhatsApp
I want to talk to you, touch you, see your face
I want you to trust in me and not someone else

But I examine myself, and I see everything so dark
This isn't me, not at least who I was
I was following my path, I was so complete
You're the biggest fight I've fought in a war

Because you've taken away my entire armor
Now every night that passes is colder
I'm so lost, I miss my land
This paper relates the most sincere struggle

I feel stuck for many reasons
The first is that tomorrow I'll be ashamed of all this
I'll hide it again, I'll drink the last drop
When I see you, I'll hug you and kiss you

And it's that I, I don't know how to sing to you, I don't know how to sing to you
Without melancholy because boy, you've made a mess of me

And it's that I, I don't know how to sing to you, I don't know how to sing to you
Without melancholy because boy, you've made a mess of me

I would say you're my favorite person
But I'm sure it wouldn't hurt me this much
I break down and try to see inside the ledge
That surrounds my heart and cries every day

Maybe it's not what I want or I'll never know
That's why I keep writing on paper
That the feelings are there but I don't understand them well
I don't want to risk it and mess it up

And it's that I never would have imagined
That you would affect my mind so much
And it's that you're not as hooked
As I would have wished

After having let it out, there's internal work left
To soak myself, with the water, of my hell
Maybe it burns, I'll have to try more than once
But the result I expect is better than the present

And it's that I, I don't know how to sing to you, I don't know how to sing to you
Without melancholy because boy, you've made a mess of me

And it's that I, I don't know how to sing to you, I don't know how to sing to you
Without melancholy because boy, you've made a mess of me