Paroles et traduction Kemyrah - Depression

Depression

Iza no afaka mba manazava?
Fa maninona ny saiko no tsy mety mangina
Tabataba lava no reko hatramin'ny oviana...
Hey! Tsy mety tony
Toa mametraka fanotanina lava
Mikorontana ny saiko
Tsy mitsahatra ireo vina toa mandrava
Nanjary loko mainty foana no tazako
Nanjary tiako hatramin'ny haizina sy ny maloka
Dia hira mandatsa-dranomaso izany lasa tsy halako
Ilay alahelo tsy miala intsony fa toa namatotra ahy
Eo imason'ny namana ny endrika mitsiky
Ny nify adera ny tarehy tsy avela ho malok'endrika
Nafeniko anareo ilay sambo efa ila ho rendrika
Miverina ao an-tsaiko foana ilay hoe za tsy mendrika
Sanatria ny hampiseho hoe tena resy aho
Resy lava mitanondrika tsy hila vonjy akory
Tsy aiko ny hanazava hoe za ty anie ka manakory
Iza no handatsa? Iza no hiomehy? Iza no mba hanoro ahy?
Iza?
Dia harary indray ny loha izao dia (harary indray ny loha izao)
Dia ho vaky indray ny loha izao
Alahelo mitambesatra mameno ny fo
Ny kapoaka efa ela no efa feno
Ny saina milaza hoe tandremo
Ny foko milaza hoe mitenena
Hoe mitediava ialahy fanampiana fa ialahy tsy tafavoaka amin'io izany
Ny loha marary lava
Ny maso mena ho hoatry ny afo
Aza hanontaniana hoe oviana no farany nisakafo
Vao maika te hihiboka, vao maika tsy hivoaka
Satria ny teny marary nareo anie no vao maika mandavo
Nareo mantsy miheritreritra fa safidiko ilay hijaly
Teneninareo za fa ny androany tsara foana noho ny omaly
Hoe mitsikia fa androko androany
Tsy safidiko anie ilay mitomany
Fa mora aminareo no manabarabara hoe izaho hoatry ny adala
Adala? Mety hoe tena adala
Saingy tsy noho ny tenako fa noho ny fankahalàna
Noho ny halahelo dia ny hatezerana,
Fijaliana sy fanenenana
Mifangaro ao an-tsaiko
Hoatry ny fahoriana tsy hay hiafenana
Tsy nikipy aho firy andro ny masoko mena
Impiry nandalo tao an-tsaiko ny hamono tena
Fa inona no ataoko ety amboniny tany
Raha hisotro mangidy tsy higoka ny mamy
Kivy amin'ny tenako aho marefo loatra aho
Te hiala amin'izao fahoriana izao
Ampio aho Ray, mba alaivo ho any ankoatra aho
Alohan'ny hanaovako ny tsy fanao
Ratraratraiko ny vatako
Feno dia-na lame ny tanako
Milomano anaty ny rà izay noheritreretiko fa mba hamafa ireo lasako
Toa ny saiko ihany anie no fasako
Feno hevitra mainty ny saiko
Ny foko variana mampitomany ahy
Dia tsy aiko intsony hoe iza intsony no mibaiko
Mahatsiaro very aho
Iza no hanampy?
Fivavahana, Dokotera, Akama ve sa sampy e?
Hatsaharo izany tabataba anaty saiko
2 minitra fotsiny dia efa ampy
Ny kiakiaky ny feon'ny fiheritreretako
Mila hampitapy ahy

Perdu dans un monde qui ne me ressemble pas
Dans un univers où les valeurs n'existent pas
Je vis sans vraiment exister
Dans cette société vide de vérité
Je ne sais pas vraiment qui je suis
Je suis pris dans une telle folie
J'ai envie d'abandonner
Tout mon corps a laissé errer sans âme pour qu'il puisse continuer
Laisser à moi-même dans ce trou sans fin
Je ne réussis pas à trouver la raison
Où est donc passé mon sourire?
J'ai oublié comment rire
Je nage dans une mer de noirceur où se sont accumulés tous mes pleurs
Je dois sans cesse me battre pour respirer
Et ma force semble de plus en plus s'en aller
Je ne sais pas
Si j'arriverai à survivre encore bien longtemps
Juste assez pour me libérer de mes tourments
Mon cœur ne ressemble plus qu'à un amas de cicatrices
Il a reçu tant de coups vifs
Abattu par mon passé
Je ne peux pas laisser mes démons me gagner
Non!

Depression

Who can explain this to me?
Why won't my mind just be quiet?
I've been hearing this constant noise for so long...
Hey! It won't calm down.
It just keeps asking questions.
My mind is a mess.
Those regrets won't stop echoing, they keep pouring in.
I've started to see the world in shades of gray.
My love has been tainted by darkness and gloom.
These tearful songs have become my only solace.
The sadness won't leave, it feels like it's bound to me.
In front of my friends, I put on a smile.
I grit my teeth, refusing to let my face betray my true feelings.
I've hidden from you the ship that's about to sink.
The thought that I'm not worthy keeps coming back to me.
I can't bear to show you how defeated I am.
Lost and drowning, with no one to save me.
I can't explain what's wrong with me.
Who will listen? Who will care? Who will ask me how I feel?
Who?
Now my head's going to start hurting again (my head's going to start hurting again).
Now my head's going to split open.
Overwhelming sadness fills my heart.
The cup has been full for a long time.
My mind is telling me to be careful.
My heart is telling me to speak up.
To seek help because I can't handle this alone.
My head is pounding.
My eyes are burning red like fire.
Don't ask me when I last ate.
I just want to hide, I don't want to go out.
Because your hurtful words are what defeat me the most.
You think I choose to suffer.
You tell me today is always better than yesterday.
You tell me to smile, because it's a new day.
I don't choose to cry.
But you find it so easy to say that I'm acting crazy.
Crazy? Maybe I am crazy.
But it's not because I want to be, it's because of the hate.
Because of the sadness and the anger,
The pain and the accusations.
They're all mixed up in my mind.
Like a sorrow that can't be hidden.
I haven't slept in days, my eyes are red.
I've thought about ending it all so many times.
But what am I doing here on Earth?
If I'm only going to drink bitterness, why even bother with sweetness?
I'm disappointed in myself, I'm too weak.
I want to escape this pain.
God, please help me, take me away from here.
Before I do something I'll regret.
I scratch my skin.
My hands are covered in blade marks.
Swimming in blood is what I thought would erase my past.
But my mind is my own prison.
My mind is filled with dark thoughts.
My heart is breaking, making me cry.
I don't know who's in control anymore.
I feel lost.
Who will help me?
Prayer, a doctor, a friend, or a shaman?
Make this noise in my head stop.
Even just 2 minutes would be enough.
The clattering of my thoughts.
It's driving me insane.

Lost in a world that doesn't feel like me,
In a universe where values cease to be.
I live without truly existing,
In this society devoid of honesty.
I don't really know who I am,
Trapped in this overwhelming frenzy.
I want to give up,
My entire being yearns to wander, a soulless vessel just to keep going.
Abandoning myself in this bottomless pit,
I can't seem to find the reason.
Where did my smile go?
I've forgotten how to laugh.
I'm drowning in a sea of darkness, where all my tears collect.
I have to constantly fight to breathe,
And my strength seems to dwindle more and more.
I don't know
If I can survive much longer,
Just long enough to break free from this torment.
My heart is nothing more than a collection of scars,
It's been dealt so many harsh blows.
Crushed by my past,
I cannot let my demons win.
No!