Paroles et traduction LeellaMarz - Selfish

Selfish

아무것도 몰랐었지 어릴 때는
그저 음악이 나의 motivation
새벽이 와도 여전히 깨있었지
누군가 재능은 꽃피우는 거랬어
사람은 해도 노력은 안 해 배신
이걸 깨닫게 한 것도 신의 계시
많이 아팠고 아무도 몰라줘 대신
무대 위 아름다운 선율로 flexing I go

누구보다 hard
내 주변 사람까지도
모르는 거야 난 말하지 않아
증명해 증명해 이 자리에서
음악은 거짓말 안 해
So I gotta make it myself
너가 알듯이 leellamarz 너무나 selfish
또 내 표정 살피지 말어
이 얘기 듣고 엄살 피우지 말어
좋은 집에서 자라왔지 I know
돈보단 하나님이겠지 I know
나는 거지보다 배고픔을 잘 알어

이런 얘기도 모순으로 들리지 I know
돈 없으면 유학도 못 가지 I know
새끼야 돈 안 내 받고 학교 다녔어
이 얘긴 여기서 끝이야 입 아퍼
이제 주변 사람들에게 사랑을 갚어
Shot out to my labe ambition
형 누나 덕에 난 바뀌었지 인생이
꿈이 없던 내게 사랑과 믿음이
주는 힘으로 매일 밤을 지샜지

너가 뭘 알어 내 가족은 wayside
우리는 성공해도 안 했어 계산
쎄고 셌지 잘하는 애들은 맨날
근데 걔네는 가족 아니야 이제 봐봐
누가 남았지
That ain't no family
They trynna sell it
폼 떨어지면 뒤에서 맥이고
전부 지네들 밥그릇이나 챙기지
너의 눈엔 아직도 내가 selfish
나는 살기 위한 살인을 했지
살려고 발버둥 쳤어 알겠지
성공한 방법은 없어 that's it

다 같이 살아남는 건 어려워
세상보다는 마음이 어려워서
너의 속을 알기에는 어렸어
음악을 하기에는 여려서
Trynna be selfish
Please blame on me
내가 못됐지
I'm trynne be selfish
Kinda be selfish

Oh 음악이 행복했던 내가 어느새 재미없어
하고 싶은 것만 할 줄 알았었지 여기에선
클래식을 할 때랑 올라와 보니
역시 전부 똑같아
그래 다시 올라온 거겠지 나는 처음부터
무너질 수 없어 봐 내 level
셀 수도 없는 albums
익숙해져 가는 battle
기억해 아무것도 없던 때를
Thank god always bless on me

머리에 부으신 기름
언제 어디서나 fire I spit
물어뜯지 beat I'm feelin like a beast
저기 널린 애들은 다 비슷해
사연까지도 솔직히
와닿는 거 하나도 없지
Boi 여긴 찍어 정글의 법칙
Marz 2 ambition 안되면
죽겠다고 나는 목숨까지 걸었었지
야망으로 더는 채울 필요 없지만
여전히 I stand here you gotta know this
이제는 다시 보여줄 때
Violin을 놓고 난 violin이 됐지

이끌어줘 나를 다시 무대로
20년이 지났어도 그대로
이제는 다시 보여줄 때
Violin을 놓고 난 violin이 됐지
이끌어줘 나를 다시 무대로
20년이 지났어도 그대로

다 같이 살아남는 건 어려워
세상보다는 마음이 어려워서
너의 속을 알기에는 어렸어
음악을 하기에는 여려서
Trynna be selfish
Please blame on me
내가 못됐지
I'm trynna be selfish
Trynna be selfish

Selfish

I didn't know anything when I was young.
Music was just my motivation.
Even when dawn came, I was still awake.
Someone said that talent is like a flower blooming.
People say it, but they don't put in the effort, a betrayal.
It was a divine revelation that made me realize this.
I hurt a lot, and nobody knew. Instead,
I flex on stage with beautiful melodies, I go.

Harder than anyone else.
Even the people around me.
They don't know, I don't say it.
Prove it, prove it right here.
Music doesn't lie.
So I gotta make it myself.
As you know, leellamarz is so selfish.
Don't look at my expression again.
Don't act like you're being bullied after hearing this.
I know you grew up in a good house.
I know God is more important than money.
I know hunger better than a beggar.

I know this sounds contradictory.
I know you can't go abroad without money.
Kid, I went to school without paying for it.
That's the end of it, my mouth hurts.
Now I'm paying back the love to the people around me.
Shout out to my labe ambition.
Thanks to my older brother and sister, my life has changed.
Love and faith for me who had no dreams.
With the strength they gave me, I spent every night.

You have no idea, my family is wayside.
Even if we succeed, we didn't do the calculations.
Strong and strong, the good ones always do.
But they're not family anymore, look.
Who's left?
That ain't no family.
They trynna sell it.
If you lose your form, they'll feed you from behind.
They're all just taking care of their own bowls.
You still think I'm selfish.
I committed murder to survive.
I struggled to survive, you understand?
There's no way to succeed, that's it.

It's hard to survive together.
It's harder to have a heart than the world.
I was too young to know your heart.
It was hard to make music.
Trynna be selfish.
Please blame on me.
I was bad.
I'm trynne be selfish.
Kinda be selfish.

Oh, music made me happy, but now it's boring.
I thought I could do whatever I wanted here.
When I played classical and came up here,
It's all the same, after all.
So I came up again, I was like this from the beginning.
I can't fall apart, look at my level.
Countless albums.
Getting used to the battle.
Remember when I had nothing.
Thank god always bless on me.

Oil you poured on my head.
Fire, I spit, anytime, anywhere.
I bite into the beat, I feel like a beast.
All those scattered kids are alike.
To be honest, even their stories.
Nothing resonates.
Boi, this is a jungle, a survival of the fittest.
Marz, 2 ambitions, if it doesn't work out.
I would have risked my life.
I don't need to fill it with ambition anymore.
But still I stand here, you gotta know this.
Now it's time to show you again.
I put down the violin and became the violin.

Lead me back to the stage.
Even after 20 years, it's the same.
Now it's time to show you again.
I put down the violin and became the violin.
Lead me back to the stage.
Even after 20 years, it's the same.

It's hard to survive together.
It's harder to have a heart than the world.
I was too young to know your heart.
It was hard to make music.
Trynna be selfish.
Please blame on me.
I was bad.
I'm trynna be selfish.
Trynna be selfish.