Querido Diario - Leazzy traduction en anglais

Querido Diario

Hace algunos dias que no escribo, necesitaba pensar
De una ves por todaslo que significa un diario
Y esta es la razon de ser de este diario, y en el no me limitare
Como hacen muchas... anotar simplemente los hechos

Querido diario que dia es hoy, no se ya perdi la cuenta,
No se ni que hora es, como podras darte cuenta

Otra vez a ti,(a ti) ah quien le cuento que ah pasado,
Sera que ultimamente solo tu no me haz juzgado

Me refiero a ti,(a ti) porque no tengo ah nadie mas...!!
Porque se que si te hablo no me dejas y te vas

Si te importa...?? acaso sabes lo que siento...??
Me duele el corazon si ves que el pecho me tiento

Le dije lo que siento, y, no le ah importado,
Sono un poco impaciente y el resto como enfadado

Ah el...?? por Dios ni siquiera me ah llamado,
Y al que le rezo en las noches me da tono de ocupado

Me incado tantas veces y no ah contestado,
Eh esperado tanto y ni una cita me ah dado

Perdonas, no, no es mi mejor virtud,
Eh dormido algunas horas y eh llorado ah su salud

La tristeza es como un yaaaa... no se reciente,
Felicidad escasa olvide lo que se ciente

En mi vida futura no quiero mas amor,
No existe quien merezca ni siquiera mi rencor

Me reia y no me vi, si algo tenia lo perdi,
Lo poco que quedaba supe no era para mi

Olvide la secuencia de las veces que cai,
Y es que la vida es mal pero es aun peor asi...!!

Ahhhhhhh... ya me eh cansado de escribirte
Pero... estoy agotada es que hay tanto que contarte que...

Ahhhhhh no se ni por donde continuar,
(Por donde...??) okay va de nuevo

-QUERIDO DIARIO-

Mi calma se queja y se me parte el alma,
Letras que cuando trazo el corazon me sangra

Hace tiempo que no admiro la luz de un amanecer,

Hace años que me siento mas fria y menos mujer
Me dijeron es dificil mas no es imposible,

Pero nunca me dijeron como diablos se consigue
El destino es un baile me siento principiante,

El paso no es facil sobre todo hacia adelante
Ni antes, ni hoy supieron la coreografia,

Mis ganas se caducan y mi piel se queda fria
De trofeos insatisfechos preparo mis maletas,

Tengo una vida plena con un alma incompleta
Me llevo mis sueños sin que nadie me lo pida,

El frio cala fuerte y me siento desvestida
Esta pluma en mi mano es mi ultima salida,

Antes de cometer un acto cruel auto-homicida
Si llega la envestida, yo me agacho y me levanto,

Peleo con la vida hasta que siento que no aguanto
No le demuestro a nadie me demuestro a mi por eso,

Los golpes que me den seran los mismos que regreso
Me encomiendo ah lo que creo, y por las noches aun le rezo,

Me aferro ah lo que puedo pero no doy retroceso
La ansiedad es mi aderezo, en el pecho se me estrella,

La humildad me espera y no pienso volver por ella
¿¿por que?? por que nadie lo ah merecido,

Por que yo lo se y mi corazon no lo ah entendido
El no sabe de capricho de querer o no querer,
Se siente podrido es lo que logra comprender

Dear Diary

I haven’t written in days, I needed to think
Once and for all, what does a diary mean?
And this is the raison d'être of this diary, and in it, I will not limit myself
Like many do... just jot down the facts

Dear Diary what day is today, I don't know, I've lost track,
I don't even know what time it is, as you can tell

Once again, to you, (to you) oh, who do I tell what has happened,
It will be that ultimately only you have not judged me

I mean you, (to you) because I don't have anyone else...!!
Because I know that if I talk to you, you don't leave me and go away

If you care...?? do you even know how I feel...??
My heart aches if you see me holding my chest

I told him how I feel, and, he didn't care,
He sounded a little impatient and the rest like he was annoyed

To him...?? for God's sake, he hasn't even called me,
And the one I pray to at night gives me a busy tone

I've tried so many times and he hasn't answered,
I've waited so long and he hasn't even given me an appointment

Forgiveness, no, it's not my best virtue,
I've slept for a few hours and I've cried to his health

Sadness is like a yaaaa... I don't know, recent,
Scarce happiness I forgot what it feels like

In my future life I don't want love anymore,
There is no one who deserves even my resentment

I would laugh and not see myself, if I had anything I lost it,
The little that was left I knew was not for me

I forget the sequence of the times I fell,
And life is bad but it's even worse like this...!!

Ahhhh... I'm tired of writing to you
But... I'm exhausted, it's just that there's so much to tell you that...

Ahhhh, I don't even know where to continue,
(Where...??) okay here we go again

-DEAR DIARY-

My calm complains and my soul breaks,
Letters that bleed my heart when I trace them

It's been a while since I've admired the light of a sunrise,

It's been years since I've felt colder and less of a woman
They told me it's difficult but not impossible,

But they never told me how the hell you get it
Destiny is a dance, I feel like a beginner,

The step is not easy especially forward
Neither before, nor today, they knew the choreography,

My desire expires and my skin stays cold
Of unsatisfied trophies, I prepare my suitcases,

I have a full life with an incomplete soul
I take my dreams without anyone asking me,

The cold bites hard and I feel naked
This pen in my hand is my last way out,

Before committing a cruel self-murderous act
If the onslaught comes, I duck and get up,

I fight with life until I feel I can't take it anymore
I don't show anyone, I show myself, that's why,

The blows they give me will be the same ones I return
I commend myself to what I believe in, and at night I still pray to him,

I cling to what I can but I don't back down
Anxiety is my seasoning, it crashes in my chest,

Humility awaits me and I don't plan to go back for it
Why?? Because no one has deserved it,

Because I know it and my heart hasn't understood it
He doesn't know about caprice, of wanting or not wanting,
He feels rotten that's all he can understand