Paroles et traduction Lil Zey - Heveslenmem

Heveslenmem

Arkama bakmaya korkuyom
Hepsini gömdüm bak görüyon
Elimden kayarken hissettim acıyı
Gözümden bi' damla akıyo

Kurudu, silmeye gerek yok
Kime ne, affettim kendimi biraz zor
Yine de kendime saygım azalıyo
Unutmam lazım, hep o yüzden içiyom

Yok, bi' daha heveslenmem
Kafam hep hoş, biraz nefeslendim
Geçti bak boş hepsi
Elimde kalan bu son resmim

Yok, bi' daha heveslenmem
Kafam hep hoş, biraz nefeslendim
Geçti bak boş hepsi
Elimdekiler çok değerli

Paraları kasaya koyuyom üst üste
Elim kolum buz hep
Bileğimde bak Rollie
Dönerim bak ben özüme

Party on a Tuesday
Bitc*es know I cannot lose, yeah
Karaborsada değerim yüksek
Ama kalbim ağrıyo yine

Alışkanlıklara çare yok
Locada yine Dom Pérignon
Yüzüm hep gülse de siliyom adımı
Kafamda bile tutamıyom

Sürt*ğün ben olmak istiyo
Ben neden git gide kendimden soğuyom?
Aynaya her baktığımda rengim soluyo
Karanlık odalarıma giremiyom

Yok, bi' daha heveslenmem
Kafam hep hoş, biraz nefeslendim
Geçti bak, boş hepsi
Elimde kalan bu son resmim

Yok, bi' daha heveslenmem
Kafam hep hoş, biraz nefeslendim
Geçti bak, boş hepsi
Elimdekiler çok değerli

Hadi yüzüme bak bi' bu en hüzünlü hâli
Ama gün doğcak aniden içime sabah
Gece yakalansam gafil sonunda kendi katilim
Olursam ben affedin yeniden doğcam

Hadi yüzüme bak bi' bu en hüzünlü hâli
Ama gün doğcak aniden içime sabah
Gece yakalansam gafil sonunda kendi katilim
Olursam ben affedin yeniden doğcam

Küllerimden doğcam yine
Lil Zey yine küllerinden doğcak, yeah

I Don't Get Excited Anymore

I'm afraid to look back
I buried it all, you see
As it slipped through my hands I felt pain
A single drop fell from my eye

It's gone, no need to shed a tear
Who cares, I forgave myself, though the process was hard
My self-respect crumbles still
I must forget, which is why I drink

No, I don't get excited anymore
My head is always clear, I've taken a breather
It's all gone, it was all for naught
This is the last picture I have

No, I don't get excited anymore
My head is always clear, I've taken a breather
It's all gone, it was all for naught
Everything I have left is so precious

Stacked up the money in the vault
My hands and arms are freezing
Look at my wrist with the Rollie
I'll always stay true to myself

Party on a Tuesday
Bitc*es know I can't lose, yeah
I'm in high demand on the black market
But my heart still aches

There's no cure for these habits
Dom Pérignon in the VIP lounge again
I smile all the time but I'm erasing my name
I can't even remember it in my own head

Whores want to be like me
Why do I feel increasingly disgusted with myself?
My face melts away every time I look in the mirror
I can't enter my dark rooms

No, I don't get excited anymore
My head is always clear, I've taken a breather
It's all gone, it was all for naught
This is the last picture I have

No, I don't get excited anymore
My head is always clear, I've taken a breather
It's all gone, it was all for naught
Everything I have left is so precious

Come on baby, take a look at my face, look at my sorrow
But the sun will rise suddenly in my soul, a new morning
If I'm caught off guard in the darkness, I'll be my own murderer in the end
If that happens, forgive me, I'll be reborn

Come on baby, take a look at my face, look at my sorrow
But the sun will rise suddenly in my soul, a new morning
If I'm caught off guard in the darkness, I'll be my own murderer in the end
If that happens, forgive me, I'll be reborn

I'll rise from the ashes again
Lil Zey will rise from the ashes once more, yeah