Paroles et traduction Lone Catalysts - By My Damn Self Pt. Ii

By My Damn Self Pt. Ii

Song By にいとP
Vocaloid: MEIKO and KAITO
My True Self
Naze konna ni mo kokoro naki tsukare teru no? naze konna ni mo jibun ga kirai na no?

Toori sugiru hitobito no egao wa
Watashi no koto waratte iru no?
Naze watashi kokyuu wo shiteru no?
Itami naku tomareba ii no ni
Dare ka tasuke te kodoku wo saken de iru kokoro
Tsuyokatte itte mo hayaku mitsukedashi te hoshii

Naze konna ni mo kokoro sabishi gatte iru no ni
Naze konna ni mo tanin wo koban de iru no?
Ashita watashi ga kono sekai ara kie te mo
Naite kureru hito wa dare hitori inai deshou
Tomo ni warai, tomo ni naku taisetsu na hito ga hoshii to
Mou hitori no watashi ga nageki saken de iru no

Tomodachi wa denshi de dekita
Awaku hikaru hako niwa no naka
Hanare yasuku chikazuki yasui
Mezawari nara tsukihanase ba ii
Dare to kizuiteru mitasare te inai sonzai
Konna jibun wo sutete umare kawari tai deshou?

Imaa mo konna ni chiisana hamon ni sae
Obie fureru koto sura tameatte iru mama de
Hisoka ni akogareta hontou no jibun ni nande
Nareru hazu nai ii ka gen me wo samashite
Anata wa utsuru hito no kokoro no kagami ni
Hohoe na watashi wa soko ni wa imasuka?

Ima no anata no senaka wa jibun de oshite ii
Dekitte iru watashi wa zutto miteageru kara...

By My Damn Self Pt. Ii

Song By にいとP
Vocaloid: MEIKO and KAITO
My True Self
Why am I so heartless and exhausted? Why do I hate myself so much?

The smiles of the people passing me by
Are they laughing at me?
Why am I breathing?
I wish I could just stop and the pain would end
Someone help me scream out for someone to end my loneliness
Even if I pretend to be strong I hope you find me soon

Why am I so lonely even though I'm surrounded?
Why am I so afraid of other people?
Even if I disappeared from this world tomorrow
There is no one who would cry for me
I want someone precious to laugh and cry with together
Another me cries out in anguish

My friends are made of electricity
Inside a dimly lit box
Easy to connect with, easy to distance from
If I get in the way I'll just be pushed aside
A presence that you notice but don't really see
Don't you want to give up on this self and be reborn?

Even now I'm timid in the face of such a small ripple
Cowering in fear unable to even reach out
Why can't I become the true self I secretly long for?
You say wake up to reality
To you, I'm just a mirror reflecting the hearts of others
Hey! Am I even there?

You can push forward with your own strength
I'll always be looking up at you, watching over you...