Seeds - Lyu:Lyu traduction en anglais

Seeds

「ああ 感情なんてもう消えてしまえ このまま
こんなに痛いなら」そう祈ったところで
すぐにまた見つかって雨は未だ降り止まずに

どんな手段で 投げて捨てても
ずっと後ろを付いてくるんだよ
あなたはきっと優しいから ねぇ 許せないんでしょ

生まれた朝 息を吸って 同時に芽生えた小さな種
目を開いて 光を見て 誰もが祝福の詩を聴いた
頭を上げ 立ち上がって 初めて世界と自分を知って
真っ白だった瞳の中 未来は何色だったんだっけ
あの日は

ああ 哀しみの重さで 足は重く震えて
視界が霞んで 両手が動くうちに
手繰り寄せた君の手 少し冷たい気がした

人形になってさ 幽霊になってさ
何もかも感じなくなったら
あなたの手の冷たさにも多分
気付かないんだろう

手足が伸び 言葉を知り 同時に芽生えた黒い塊
触り合って 伝えあって 解り合えないと今更知って
感情すら 刃にして 血を流すように傷付けあって
真っ赤になった身体のまま
それでも伸ばした手はずっと
そのままで

ああ 感情なんてもう
消えてしまえ このまま
こんなに痛いなら
でもこの痛みこそが
あなたを感じられる
ただ一つしかない方法

生まれた時 出会った時
信じた時 裏切られた時
いつだって そこにあるよ
今もあなたのすぐ隣に

手足が伸び 勇気を知り 小さな種は大きくなった
触り合って 伝えあって 解り合えないと今更知って
それでもほら 伝えなくちゃ 血を流すほどに傷付けあって
真っ赤になった身体のまま それでも伸ばした手はずっと
引かないよ

Seeds

Oh, dear, my emotions feel so spent,
And if I could erase them, I'd do it in a heartbeat.
But my prayers are never answered, and the rain continues to fall.

No matter how I try to shed them,
My emotions follow me everywhere I go.
Darling, I know you're too kind to let them go unchecked.

From the moment I was born, I took my first breath and a tiny seed was planted.
I opened my eyes and saw the light, and everyone sang songs of joy.
I stood up for the first time, and for the first time, I saw the world and knew myself.
My eyes were blank then, but what color was my future?
In those days,

Oh, the weight of my sorrow makes my legs tremble and go weak,
And my vision blurs as I reach out my shaking hands.
I take your hand, and it feels a little cold.

If only I could become a doll or a ghost,
Then I wouldn't be able to feel anything.
And maybe I wouldn't even notice
How cold your hands have become.

As my limbs grew and I learned to speak, a dark seed was also planted.
I reached out and shared my feelings, but I soon realized that we couldn't understand each other.
I turned my feelings into weapons, and I wounded you with every word.
And even now, my body is covered in blood,
I reach out my hand to you again.
I can't stop reaching for you.

Oh, darling, I wish I could erase my emotions,
And make them disappear forever.
This pain is unbearable,
But it's the only way
That I can feel you.
It's the only way

When I was born, when I met you,
When I trusted you, when you betrayed me,
My emotions have always been there.
And they're still here, right beside you.

As my limbs grew and I found my courage, the tiny seed grew into a mighty tree.
I reached out and shared my feelings, but I soon realized that we couldn't understand each other.
But even still, I have to keep trying, even if it means bleeding to death.
My body is covered in blood, but I reach out my hand to you again.
And I will never stop.