Paroles et traduction Maiko Nakamura - 言えない気持ち

言えない気持ち

振り向いたらいつも君はそこに
いてくれる気がして
忘れていたの こんな日がくること
わかってた 本当の気持ち今、言わなきゃだめね
ねぇ、聞いて...

最初はキライだったこと覚えてる
自分勝手でイジワルでわがままで
顔は普通のくせに面食いで
待ち合わせいつも遅れてくる

「叶えたいなら自分次第だ！」
君がくれた言葉を 出来ずにいた私は
わがままで弱虫だったけど
初めて今踏み出したの

「忘れないでいてね」明るく言うほどに
自分に嘘をついてるみたいで
強がってた 本当の気持ち今、言わなきゃだめね
ねぇ本当は 明日も会いたいよ 新しい季節も
変わらないように ずっと傍で...

そんな事を言っても いつもと同じ顔をして
君は きっと変わらずに 私に手を振るでしょ？

二人で並んで歩く帰り道が
今までと違う街並に見えるのは
明日からは一人で過ごすから？
それとも君を置いていくから？

「今日もいつものカラオケ行くぞ」
君のそんな言葉で
振り回される事がこんなにもうれしいだ
なんて初めて今 感じてるの

「忘れないでいてね」明るく言うほどに
自分に嘘をついてるみたいで
強がってた 本当の気持ち今、言わなきゃだめね
ねぇ本当は 明日も会いたいよ 新しい季節も
変わらないように ずっと傍で...

そんな事を言っても いつもと同じ顔をして
君は きっと変わらずに 私に手を振るでしょ？

背中を向け歩く 二つの 影がにじんで
このまま君が消えてしまいそうで 振り向いた

ねえ、最後に...

「忘れないでいてね」明るく言うほどに
自分に嘘をついてるみたいで
強がってた本当の気持ち今、言わなきゃだめね
ねえホントは 明日も会いたいよ新しい季節も
変わらないようにずっと傍で...
だけど言えなくて言葉飲み込む私に
君が そっとかけよって「ずっと待ってるよ」って
ギュッと抱きしめて「ずっと友達」って言った

Unadmitted Feelings

When I turn around, you're always there
It felt like you'd always be there
I had forgotten that a day like this would come
I understand that I have to tell you my true feelings now
Hey, listen...

At first, I remember I hated you
You were selfish, mean, and egotistical
Your face was average, yet you were picky about looks
You were always late for our dates

"If you want to achieve it, it's up to you!"
I couldn't do what you told me
I was selfish and weak, but
For the first time, I'm taking a step forward

The more I said "Don't forget me" in a cheerful way
The more I felt like I was lying to myself
I was being strong, but I have to tell you my true feelings now
Hey, the truth is, I want to see you tomorrow too, and in the new season
Stay the same, and always be by my side...

Even if I say that, you'll probably make the same face as always
And you'll probably wave goodbye to me without changing?

The way we walk side by side on the way home
The cityscape looks different than before
Is it because I'll be alone from tomorrow?
Or is it because I'm leaving you behind?

"Let's go to our usual karaoke place today"
Your words like that
I never thought I'd be so happy to be swayed by them
For the first time, I'm feeling this way

The more I said "Don't forget me" in a cheerful way
The more I felt like I was lying to myself
I was being strong, but I have to tell you my true feelings now
Hey, the truth is, I want to see you tomorrow too, and in the new season
Stay the same, and always be by my side...

Even if I say that, you'll probably make the same face as always
And you'll probably wave goodbye to me without changing?

As I walk away with my back turned, our two shadows blur
I turn around because I feel like you're going to disappear

Hey, one last thing...

The more I said "Don't forget me" in a cheerful way
The more I felt like I was lying to myself
I was being strong, but I have to tell you my true feelings now
Hey, the truth is, I want to see you tomorrow too, and in the new season
Stay the same, and always be by my side...
But I couldn't say it, and as I swallowed my words
You came up to me and said, "I'll be waiting for you forever."
You hugged me tightly and said, "We'll always be friends."