Paroles et traduction Marcelo - Rekvijem (feat. Remi, Ana Đokić)

Rekvijem (feat. Remi, Ana Đokić)

Stara gitara bez zica, bezivotna, pokraj zida
Tiha jed, vreme je surovi ubica, pritajen
K'o prijatelj sto izda te, kad citav vek iza je
Nistavne ove koze zguzvane sto skori kraj ne priznaje.
Mrzim ovo telo, bore, staracke pege i sede
Stare stvari u nasoj sobi sto u mom oku blede
U borbi da ostanu lepe.nekako tuzno su lepe.
Kao da vape, razapete na kazaljke slepe
Sto jedino svoj put vide – ne razumeju bedne,
Trosne komade namestaja i ljudskih osmeha – k'o cerge
Dok lutaju. Stvari nisu svesne. Nisu ni glave.
Sve ce na kraju stati u te sekunde male
I ko smo tad? Otkucaji kosmosa., cujem ih nocas,
Stoperica okrutna, boje se tope, hladna postelja
Njena kosa prosuta po jastuku, i dalje mirisna.
Spavacica tirkizna, ruka i prsten izlizan.
Deca su srecna, ali deca su daleko
Imaju svoje zivote, ceka ih nekad negde neko.
Jos uvek ne strepe pred senkom, ne boje se mraka,
Po koji nedeljni rucak koji jos dele sa nama.
A mi?
Dva starca, sanjali smo ovo:
Da mastamo i lutamo skupa, sve do poslednjeg "zbogom",
Citava srecna vecnost smestena u oko – moje i njeno,
Leto po leto, a sada drhtim pred zorom.
Sta ako ona ode prva? Sta cu sa sobom?
I ovom sobom satkanom od tisine koja jeci bolno.
Ne smem da joj taknem ruku! Ne smem ni pogledom!
Razara me sama pomisao da ce biti hladna olovna.
Mrzim ova tela! Zasto ne leprsaju ponovo?
Samo jos jednom! Jednom samo! Nek zazmuri Bog!
Zeljo moja. Mesece moj, budi opet moje Sunce!
Samo jednom jos! Usne na usne, srce uz srce.
Ne smem da te dotaknem! A sav hrlim ka tebi!
Grlim te i jecim, ne dam te, do oltara vodi tepih.
Ponovo! Jos jednom u belom, nek svemir drhti pred srecom!
Nek vecnost traje vecno, samo jos jednom!
Celi zivot zajedno, vise i ne primjecujemo
Kol'ko se ispunjavamo, dok misli premecemo.
Stopljeni u jedno, dusa uz dusu, bok uz bok.
Oci pune secanja bulje u prazan strop.
Celi zivot trazim samocu, da budem sama sa mislima,
A kad je imam, bezim ko djavo od tamjana.
Stisni mi ruku, u tebi ne vidim starca.
U mojim ocima jos si poput decacica.
Seti se, lepota je u ocima onog sto gleda:
Takve nas i Bog vidi sa druge strane neba.
A mi, dva starca. Sanjali smo ovo:
Da mastamo i sanjamo skupa – do poslednjeg "zbogom".
Tko bi rek'o, vreme leti, mozda nas uzme sa sobom.
Kako god bilo, zelim otici s tobom.
Svladava me nemoc, ne daj da zaspem u snu!
Strah me nagriza k'o rak, sto ako sutra ne budem tu?
Barem sam volela, ma barem sam probala,
Zivim bez zaljenja, umirem slobodna.
Vidi nas, dva starca. Sanjali smo ovo:
Da mastamo i sanjamo skupa – sve do poslednjeg "zbogom".
Dva starca, sanjali smo ovo
Da sanjamo skupa – zbogom.

Requiem (feat. Remi, Ana Đokić)

An old guitar, stringless and lifeless, against the wall
A silent plea, time is a cruel assassin, lurking
Like a friend who betrays you, when a whole century is behind
These crumpled, insignificant skins that refuse to acknowledge the approaching end.
I hate this body, wrinkles, age spots, and grays
Old things in our room that fade in my eyes
Struggling to remain beautiful, somehow sadly beautiful.
As if they cry out, crucified on the blind hands of the clock
That only see their own path – they don't understand the wretched,
Worn pieces of furniture and human smiles – like rugs
As they wander. Things are not aware. Neither are minds.
Everything will eventually stop in those small seconds
And who are we then? Heartbeats of the cosmos, I hear them tonight,
A cruel stopwatch, colors melting, a cold bed
Her hair scattered on the pillow, still fragrant.
A turquoise nightgown, a hand, and a worn ring.
The children are happy, but the children are far away
They have their own lives, someone is waiting for them somewhere.
They still don't fear the shadow, they aren't afraid of the dark,
The occasional Sunday lunch they still share with us.
And us?
Two old souls, we dreamed of this:
To dream and wander together, until the very last "goodbye",
A whole happy eternity placed in an eye – mine and hers,
Summer after summer, and now I tremble before dawn.
What if she goes first? What will I do with myself?
And this room woven from silence that echoes painfully.
I mustn't touch her hand! Not even with a glance!
The mere thought of it being cold and leaden destroys me.
I hate these bodies! Why don't they flutter again?
Just once more! Just once! Let God close His eyes!
My wish. My moon, be my sun again!
Just once more! Lips on lips, heart to heart.
I mustn't touch you! But I yearn for you!
I embrace you and sob, I won't let you go, a carpet leads to the altar.
Again! Once more in white, let the universe tremble before happiness!
Let eternity last forever, just once more!
A whole life together, we don't even notice anymore
How much we fulfill each other, as we turn our thoughts over.
Merged into one, soul to soul, side by side.
Eyes full of memories stare at the empty ceiling.
My whole life I've sought solitude, to be alone with my thoughts,
And when I have it, I run like the devil from incense.
Squeeze my hand, I don't see an old man in you.
In my eyes, you're still like a little boy.
Remember, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder:
That's how God sees us from the other side of the sky.
And we, two old souls. We dreamed of this:
To dream and yearn together – until the very last "goodbye".
Who would have thought, time flies, maybe it will take us with it.
Whatever happens, I want to go with you.
Helplessness overcomes me, don't let me fall asleep in a dream!
Fear gnaws at me like cancer, what if I'm not here tomorrow?
At least I loved, at least I tried,
I live without regrets, I die free.
Look at us, two old souls. We dreamed of this:
To dream and yearn together – until the very last "goodbye".
Two old souls, we dreamed of this
To dream together – goodbye.