Paroles et traduction 河野万里奈 - Shirushi

Shirushi

それは失えるわけもなく 絶えず心を掻きむしる
幼い憧れの代償に キミは何を差し出せるだろう
歪な光が惹きあわす 孤独は不意に眩しいよ
水辺に咲いた陽炎 いつか花となって散れ
誰にも癒せない悲しみに 誰よりも近づいた言い訳に
せめてもの餞と言えるなら
すれ違い向きあえる僕でいたい
やがて全てが薄れる前に この痛みを刻もう
こんな微笑みは皮肉かな 別に意味なんて言わない
虚しい抵抗なら尚更 時が決断を示すまで
短いめぐり逢いを重ね 僕らが何か思うこと
木漏れ日誘う息吹に 馳せる明日できっと会おう
いつかのサヨナラの前触れと いくつかのやるせない後味が
今をまた試すように揺らすけど 苛立ちは隠さずに生きるんだ
躊躇いさえも自分らしさと 受け入れて歩き出す
誰にも癒せない悲しみに 誰よりも近づいた言い訳に
せめてもの餞と言えるなら
すれ違い向きあえる僕でいよう
いつかのサヨナラの前触れと いくつかのやるせない後味が
今をまた試すように揺らすけど
苛立ちも抱きしめてわかりたい
やがて全てが薄れる前に この痛みで何度も
花と散るその日まで

Symbol

It can't be lost, forever scratching at my heart
In exchange for childish admiration what will you offer?
Distorted light draws us together, loneliness is suddenly dazzling
Mirage blooming by the water, someday it will bloom and scatter
In sadness that no one can heal, excuses to get closer than anyone
If that can be a farewell gift
I want to be who I am when we pass each other by
Before everything fades away, let's engrave this pain
This smile must be ironic, I won't say what it means
If it's a futile struggle, time will show us the way
Repeating our brief encounters, we'll think of something
In the breath of sunlight we meet, we'll meet again tomorrow
As a prelude to a goodbye, and some unsavory aftertastes
Shaking me as if testing me again, but I won't hide my irritation
Even hesitation is my true self, accepting it I start walking
In sadness that no one can heal, excuses to get closer than anyone
If that can be a farewell gift
I want to be who I am when we pass each other by
As a prelude to a goodbye, and some unsavory aftertastes
Shaking me as if testing me again
I want to understand, holding my irritation as well
Before everything fades away, with this pain again and again
Until that day we scatter like flowers