Paroles et traduction Megumi Hayashibara - Usurahi Shinjuu

Usurahi Shinjuu

ねえ、如何して目を合わさうともしないの
何故､ 屹度
「直視に耐へない。」とでも云ふのでせう
だうせ､ ぢやあ
一体誰よ､ こんな女にしたのは誰
ねえ、待つてゐたんだよ追つて来てくれるのをずつと
やつと会へたつてのに抱いてもくれないのか､ 一寸あゝ
人生ご破算､ お前さんあんたの所為だつて
分かんないの､ 仕合せつて何
何れが其れだつてのよ､ 面倒臭いわ
脳味噌も腸もばら撒いて見せやうか､ 骨の髄
まで染め抜かれた女をご覧なさい
好きよ大好き、皆あんたに上げる
いゝえ､ 嫌ひ大嫌ひ
よ、矢つ張り返して今直ぐ
なんて､ まう遅いわ南無三
お前さんで出来てんだ、全部
分かつてんの､ 仕合せも
不幸も、刻一刻消え失せる
冷やこいやうで温かいこの手が
味わひ尽くしたわ､ これ
以上は何にも無いと思ふの
憎く可愛い人よ
痛いやうで
気持ち良いお別れよ
過ぎ去つたあの日々
留めてゐるまゝ
の生命ごと終はらせて仕舞ひたい
薄らいで行くわ
私は独り法師

Usurahi Shinjuu

Darling, how come you don't look me in the eyes?
Why,
You must think I'm unbearable to look at.
Well, then,
Just who turned me into this woman?
Sweetheart, I've been waiting for you to come after me.
Now that I've finally found you, won't you even hold me?
Oh, my life is ruined, and it's all your fault.
I don't understand what happiness is,
Which one is it?
Should I just spill my guts and show you the marrow in my bones?
Look at this woman, stained to the core.
I love you, I love you, I'll give you everything.
No, I hate you, I hate you,
I'll give it all back to you right now.
Oh, it's too late, it's all over.
It's all your fault.
I understand everything now, happiness and
unhappiness, everything disappears.
Your cold yet warm hands,
I've savored them,
I don't think there's anything beyond this.
Oh, my love,
It hurts yet
It's a bittersweet farewell.
Those days are gone,
All that's left is.
I want to end it all.
I'm fading away,
I'm alone.