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Solicitude 멀어진 이유

나 그대를 믿지 못한 만큼
그댄 멀어진 걸까요
그대에 대한 걱정들이
의심처럼 보였나요

말없이 지켜만 봤다면
내 옆에 있었을까요
그댈 위한 나의 몇 마디가
부담이 됐던 걸까요

좀 더 내가 숨죽였다면
떠나지 않았을까요
속 좁았던 나의 모습이
떠나게 만든 걸까요

내가 좀 더 물러섰다면
그대로 있었을까요
그대를 그저
그대로 놔둬야 했던 걸까요

그대 왜 날 조금도 걱정
해주지 않았었나요
그래봤자 죽지는 않는다
생각했던 건가요

그리 작은 엇갈림조차
힘들다 말할 거라면
애초에 뭐 하러 날 위해
노력한다 한 건가요

나 그댈 믿지 못한 만큼
멀어진 것이 아니라
날 사랑하지 않은 만큼
멀어진 것이었네요

Solicitude Why We Drifted Apart

As much as I failed to trust you
Is that why you drifted apart?
Were my worries for you
Appearing as suspicions?

If I had stayed silent and watchful,
Would you have stayed by my side?
Were my few words for you
Burdensome to you?

If I had toned it down a bit,
Would you not have left?
Were my narrow-minded thoughts
What drove you away?

If I had backed off a bit more,
Would everything have remained the same?
Should I have just
Left you alone?

Why did you not worry about me,
Not even a little?
Did you think I would not die,
No matter what?

Even the smallest of mismatches
Were hard, you would say
Then why, from the start,
Did you try so hard for me?

As much as I failed to trust you,
It was not the reason we grew apart
It was because you did not love me
That we drifted apart