Paroles et traduction Murat İnce - Saat On İki

Saat On İki

Karanligimin orselenmis.
Ve tukenmis kimliginden yaziyorum.
Merhaba cocuk.
Kaldirim taslarina baktigimiz.
Esmer Ankara′nin yuzumuzu kavurdugu.
Dudaklarimizi catlattigi.
Gozlerimizi doldurdugu.
Bir cok gidisin ardina yasanan.
Aglanan bir gecenin hapsinden yaziyorum.
Gidisinle mi baslayacakti.
Kalbimin yeniden kanamasi?.
Ve ozlemin beni boyle cirilciplak.
Bir yanginin ortasina mi birakacakti?.
Oyle cok yoruldum ki cocuk.
Bu kacinci sensiz gece?.
Saymadim, adini koymadim.
Ve oylesine degistim ki.
Gorsen hem kacar hem aglarsin.
Ben bu ayriligi anlamadim cocuk.
Hala karanlik odami aydinlatan.
Bir elmanin yarisi sen yarisi ben olan.
Siyah beyaz bir hatiranin fotografi bas ucumda.
Cebimde burnunu sildigin o uc kurusluk pecete.
Yakut misali yanip duruyor kalbimin ustunde.
Ve ben kalemi kagidi elinde hasrete pervane.
Seninde dedigin gibi yaramaz bir sairim yine.
Dizlerine basimi koymayi.
Basini dizlerime koymani ozledim.
Oyle cok ozledim ki. ozlemden ote.
Aslini sorarsan kalbini kirmak degil.
İncitmek seni asla.
Yemin ederim niyetim aglatmak degil.
Butun sozlerim cikmazlara sokan yokluguna.
Bu karanlik odanin icine birakan hatiralarina.
Ve dahasi bir kere sesini duyamayisimadir.
Ofke degil nefret degil.
Benimkisi huzun sadece sevdigim.
Sigaramin katraninda boguluyorum
Senden benden arta kalan o mum yarasina.Dudaklarimi gomuyorum.
Sonra aci icinde geceye sonuyorum.
Yoksun yaa Gelmiyorsun yaa Uzaksin yaa.
Yoklugunun agir bedeli DARBEDİR.
Hayata dair o gidisinle acilan buyuk cukur.
DEVRİMDİR KALBİMDE.
Seni soylerim seni soylerim.
Boylesine yalniz ANKARA gecelerine.
Saat onikiye bes var.
İdamimi vermisim.
ASMIsIM kendimi yalnizligina.
Az sonra kapim calacak.
Ve son arzun diyecek Azrail.
Bir yudum su diyecegim.
Nerden bileceksin sevdicegim.
Gelmezsen oLECEgİM.
Simdi kirik ezgiler yankilanir odamda
Hatta malum olur kalbimin olum marslari.
Bir sessizlik olur sonra sallanir basim.
Yakar senide sallanisim o batasica İstanbulda.
Adi diyorum adi batasica İSTANBULDA.
Olesim tek gecmis bir kac satirda.
Gelde bitsin diyecegim.
Yoksun bee sevdicegim.
Simdi aglarim.
Dokunsan kanarim.
Simdi nasilsin desen.
Volkan olur PATLARIM.
Sorma ne haldeyim nerdeyim?.
Ben kimim?.
Kimligimi tarif eden.
Yuzumu gosteren.
O kahrolasicasi yuzumu diyorum.
Aynalardan uzaktayim sevdigim.
Karanligin icine ince yaram daha dustu.
Sen yoktun kar beyazim her yan kirmiziya dondu.
Gormezdin sezmezsin bilmezdin ki.
Herkes gitti yine o rutubetli odamda.
Kafam cigara dumani icerisinde.
İcime sensizligi sindirmeye calisiyorum
Ve biliyor musun bunu yapamayacagimi bile bile.
Seni icimden silip atmaya calisiyorum.
Seni seviyorum seni seviyorum seni seviyorum.
Hoscakal iki gozum saat on iki.

It's Twelve O'clock

My darkness is surrounded.
And I'm writing from the tukenmis identity.
Hello, child.
We're looking at the paving stones.
Brown Ankara scorched our faces.
That he catcalls our lips.
It filled our eyes.
Who lived after a lot of going.
I am writing from the confinement of a crying night.
It was supposed to start with you leaving.
Is my heart bleeding again?.
And your longing has made me so crazy.
Was he going to leave it in the middle of a fire?.
I'm so tired, kid.
How many nights is this without you?.
I didn't count it, I didn't name it.
And I've changed my vote.
Gorsen, you'll run away and cry at the same time.
I don't understand this separation, child.
Who still illuminates my dark room.
Half of an apple is you, half of me.
I have a black-and-white memory photo at my fingertips.
That three dry pecete you wiped your nose on in my pocket.
It keeps burning like a ruby in my heart.
And I feel homesick propeller in the paper pen hand.
I'm a naughty sai again, like you said.
To put my foot on your knees.
I missed you putting your head on my knees.
I've missed you so much. ote from ozlem.
Actually, if you ask, it's not breaking your heart.
I would never hurt you.
I swear, I don't mean to make you cry.
All my words to the absence of the one who puts you in the gaps.
Leave it in this dark room for your memories.
And more than once, I can't hear your voice.
Ofke, not hate, not hate.
Mine is the only one I love.
I'm choking on the tar of my cigarette
That candle scar is all that's left of me from you.I'm pursing my lips.
Then I end the night in pain.
If you are absent, you are not coming, You are far away.
The heavy price of your absence is A BLOW.
Your urgency about life is great with that departure.
REVOLUTION IS IN MY HEART.
I will undress you, I will undress you.
Especially for the lonely ANKARA nights.
It's five o'clock by twelve.
I have given my execution.
I hanged myself for loneliness.
My door will be open soon.
And he will say your last wish, Azrael.
I'll say a sip of water.
How will you know I will love.
I will be if you don't come.
Now the dirty tunes are echoing in my room
In fact, it is known that the marts of my heart are olum.
There is a silence, and then it shakes, basim.
Yakar, I'm swinging at you in that batasica Istanbul.
I say adi, adi batasica is in ISTANBUL.
I think the only past is in a few satyrs.
I'll tell you to let it end.
I will love the absent bee.
I'll cry now.
If you touch me, I'll bleed.
How are you now, say.
I'll be a volcano, I'LL EXPLODE.
Don't ask, how am I where am I?.
Who am I?.
Who describes my identity.
Showing my face.
I mean that fucking face of mine.
I'm away from the mirrors, I love.
My subtle wound has fallen deeper into the darkness.
You weren't there, my snow white froze to red all over.
You wouldn't have seen, you wouldn't have sensed, you wouldn't have known.
Everyone has left again in my damp room.
My head is full of cigar smoke.
I'm trying to digest the lack of you inside me
And you know, knowing that I can't do it.
I'm trying to erase you from me.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
Good-bye, my two eyes, it's twelve o'clock.