Paroles et traduction Nana Mizuki - Ego ideal

Ego ideal

言いたいこと言えなくって
書き殴って 破り捨てて
いつになれば手放せるの 傷だらけノート

何も聞こえないフリで
笑顔振りまいて 何処へ行くの？
高性能なイヤフォンがあれば
ねえ、僕の声カタチに出来るかな

響け 止めどなく溢れる流星のように
ひたすらに不規則で カッコ悪い僕の宇宙―ソラ―だけど
どこにもないメロディーなら届けられるよ
笑われてもいいから 全力で歌いたい

理想ばかり妄想して
自分自身 質問攻め
参っちゃうよ 雁字搦め
気付けばまた、ポーズ

向けられた視線の熱に
歯止めきかなくて戸惑ってる
毎日溜まっていく選択モノたち
根こそぎ綺麗に片付けたい

叫べ 迷いの孤影 吹き消してしまうほど
今更に不器用で カッコ付けた僕の心音―オト―だけど
とてつもない夢なら用意してあるから
前だけを見つめて この一歩を信じたいよ

高く遠く飛ぶこと
そればかりに囚われ
肝心なこと後回しで
考え過ぎていたよ
もっと自由になりたい

響け 止めどなく溢れる流星のように
ひたすらに不規則で カッコ悪い僕の宇宙―ソラ―だけど
どこにもないメロディーなら届けられるよ
笑われてもいいから 全力で歌いたい

Ego ideal

Words refusing to come out
I write them all down and tear them up
When will I ever be able to let go of this notebook full of my wounds

Pretending not to hear
Smiling and putting on an act, where are you going?
If only I had an effective pair of earphones
Hey, could you turn my voice into form?

Echoing, an endless stream of shooting stars
My universe, as hopelessly irregular and uncool as it might seem
If there's no melody to be found anywhere else, I'll deliver it to you
Even if I'm laughed at, I want to sing with all my might

Lost in idealistic thoughts
Second-guessing myself, over and over
I'm just spinning my wheels, paralyzed by indecision
Once again, striking a pose

Under the heat of all those staring eyes
My filter fails me and I lose my composure
Each day, the options pile up
I want to clear them all away

Scream, casting aside my solitary doubts
My heartbeat, as clumsy as it may be, and as affected as it might sound
I've got an incredible dream in store for you
Keep your eyes on the prize, and have faith in this step forward

To fly, far and high
Obsessed with nothing but that
Always putting what really matters on the back burner
Overthinking everything
I want to be more free

Echoing, an endless stream of shooting stars
My universe, as hopelessly irregular and uncool as it might seem
If there's no melody to be found anywhere else, I'll deliver it to you
Even if I'm laughed at, I want to sing with all my might