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うらみつらみきわみ

ぶつかり合いもしないまま
さようならでも良いじゃないの
もう気に病むことなどない
あんなやつに気遣うこたない

気のおけない仲間となら
毒づきまくるのもいいじゃないの
さあ！ 不毛なここだけの話
繰り返し腹の立つ話する
まだする？（まだする）
まだするんかよ yea-yeah-yeah-yeah

承認欲求がただ 強すぎるだけならまだいいの
処理くらい1人でしろ あんたも立派な大人ならもう
輝きだした人にほら 怯えて不安になんじゃないよ
誰かのため思えばなんでも ぶちまけていいとでも？

友達も見下す不届き者
その上押し付けられた 生き方生き様最低
努力や現実がどうとか あんたに言われたくないわ
一発ビンタくらいは喰らわしても良かったんかなぁ？ No!

あんな人間どっかで転んでしまえばいいのに
なんて思いたくもないけど やっぱムカつかない？ (Yeah!)
きっとそっと許してしまえる日が来るとして
それもまた癪に障るし
ごめんなさい出来た人間じゃなくてさあ
そう各所に侘びながら
うらみつらみきわみ

愛想笑いで耐え切った
また明日？ 冗談じゃないよ
でも態度には出さないよ
あんたと違って大人だもの

ごめんよ もう可哀想とすら思えてきました
わ！ 自虐の皮被るたびに
長くなりゆく自慢話する
まだする？（まだする）まだする？（まだする）
おい まだする!?（まだする）
マジでまだするんかよ

あんな人間どっかで転んでしまえばいいのに
なんて思った時点で損よね
とは言えしゃあなくない？ (Yeah!)
ずっとずっと許してしまえない出来事に
心すり減らし汗かいて
情けないし綺麗な人間じゃないよなあ
そう随所に感じながら
自分に跳ね返りぐさり

じゃあどうする？（どうする？）
どうする？（どうする？）
Oh せめていつかは

あんな人間どっかで転んでしまえばいいのに
なんて思い使いこなした
めちゃくちゃ救われない？ (Yeah!)
あんな人間にさえ「ありがとう」って言えるような未来と
自分を作り出すの マイナスな感情群を 掛け合い喜びを

うらみつらみ はらさず逆に
愚直に自分をやけに鍛える重み (yeah!)
うらみつらみ 割り切れない時に
憤り それもいい それでいい
うらみつらみきわみ yeah それは人の強み

許さず許されず 笑みを映し合う瞳
それでいい それでいいじゃん

The Peak of Resentment and Jealousy

Without even clashing,
Isn't it fine to just say goodbye?
There's no need to worry anymore,
No need to be considerate of someone like her.

With close friends,
Isn't it okay to just rant and rave?
Come on! This pointless, private conversation,
Repeating this frustrating story.
More? (More?)
Still going on? Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah

If it's just an overly strong need for validation, then it's still fine.
Deal with it yourself. You're a grown woman now.
Don't be scared and insecure of someone who's started to shine.
Do you think you can just blurt out anything if it's for someone else?

A disrespectful person who looks down on her friends,
On top of that, forcing her way of life on others, how pathetic.
I don't want to hear about effort and reality from you.
Maybe I should have slapped you. No!

I wish that person would just trip and fall somewhere,
I don't want to think like that, but doesn't it piss you off? (Yeah!)
Even if the day comes when I can quietly forgive her,
That would also irritate me.
I'm sorry, I'm not a perfect person,
So, apologizing everywhere,
The peak of resentment and jealousy.

I endured it with a forced smile.
See you tomorrow? You've got to be kidding.
But I won't show it in my attitude.
Unlike you, I'm an adult.

Sorry, I'm starting to feel sorry for you.
Whoa! Every time you put on the mask of self-deprecation,
Your bragging gets longer.
More? (More?) More? (More?)
Hey, more!? (More?)
Seriously, still going on?

I wish that person would just trip and fall somewhere,
Just thinking that is a loss, isn't it?
But I can't help it, can I? (Yeah!)
Constantly wearing down my heart and sweating
Over things I can't forgive.
I'm pathetic and not a good person,
Feeling that everywhere,
It bounces back and stabs me.

So what do I do? (What do I do?)
What do I do? (What do I do?)
Oh, at least someday...

I wish that person would just trip and fall somewhere,
I've mastered that thought.
Isn't it incredibly unredeeming? (Yeah!)
Creating a future and a self where I can say "thank you" even to that person,
Turning my negative emotions into joy.

Instead of venting my resentment and jealousy,
I honestly and diligently train myself with that weight (yeah!)
When I can't compartmentalize my resentment and jealousy,
That anger is also okay. It's fine.
The peak of resentment and jealousy, yeah, that's human strength.

Without forgiving or being forgiven, eyes reflecting smiles at each other.
It's okay. It's fine, isn't it?