Paroles et traduction Qabaha - ليتني

ليتني

ليتني لم أراكي لما قلبي رآكي
واستسلم لهواكي اوقتله دواكي

ما ببالي افكر فيكي دون وعي بنفسي
ماذا دهاني اسلك دربكي ولو كان بعكسي

يا ليتني مت قبل هذا
وعيوني نسيت النوم من رطوبة الوسادة
أدارك حزني دوما حتى اصبح عندي ك عادة
و نفسي كاملة قدمتها لكي جوادا

اما آن الوقت كي انساك و انسا مأساتي
وانسا كل ضياع وقتي وأكمل حياتي
ألن يلين قلبك بعد وفاتي
ام س يقسو كالعادة حتى بعد ان يرى رفاتي

لماذا
عشمتي قلبي بأوهام و ظنون
هواكي
قتل النوم من هذي العيون
وبلادي
انتي كنتي فكيف لي ان اخون
وملاذي
كنتي لي بيتي الحنون

فلما اخون ؟
أرى ذاتي فيكي
فلما لا نكون

ومش حواسي
وحكون القاسي
هالمرة لاني بكلشي ضحيت

وفكل مرة
انتي بتنسي
كم كسورك اللي انا تخطيت

حالم فالامل كان موجود
ناعم كفك و مش حيعود
وكيف حتمنى منك الخلود
طول ما بوجهي الباب موصود

لماذا
عشمتي قلبي بأوهام و ظنون
هواكي
قتل النوم من هذي العيون
وبلادي
انتي كنتي فكيف لي ان اخون
وملاذي
كنتي لي بيتي الحنون

فلما اخون ؟
فلما لا نكون

I Wish

I wish I hadn't seen you when my heart saw you
And surrendered to your love, killing it with your medicine

My mind thinks of you without being aware of myself
What drove me to follow your path, even if it was against mine?

I wish I had died before this
And my eyes forgot sleep from the moisture of the pillow
My sadness has always accompanied me, becoming a habit
And I gave you my whole self as a gift

Isn't it time for me to forget you, to forget my tragedy?
To forget all the wasted time and continue my life?
Won't your heart soften after my death?
Or will it remain as harsh as always, even after seeing my remains?

Why
Did my heart become infatuated with illusions and assumptions?
Your love
Killed sleep from these eyes
And my homeland
You were it, so how could I betray?
And my refuge
You were my loving home

So why betray?
I see myself in you
So why can't we be?

And not my senses
And harsh stories
This time because I sacrificed everything

And every time
You forget
How many of your heartbreaks I crossed

Dreaming, the hope existed
Your soft hand, it won't return
And how can I wish for your eternity
While the door is still locked in my face?

Why
Did my heart become infatuated with illusions and assumptions?
Your love
Killed sleep from these eyes
And my homeland
You were it, so how could I betray?
And my refuge
You were my loving home

So why betray?
So why can't we be?