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Rumination thinking

あのとき僕はどうして
あんな酷いこと言ったんだろう
見えない傷の痛みは
誰よりも知ってるのに

あのとき君はどうして
平気そうな顔をしてたの
飲み込んだ言葉を戻しては
何度も噛み続けた

頭ん中 垂れ流してた映像と考察は
バッドエンドロールみたいに
ずっと腑に落ちないんだ

あぁ 聞こえない 何も知らない
だって考えてたってもう答えは出ないのに
あぁ 叫んでりゃ楽になるんだ
反芻シ考が僕を夜に溶かす

あのときああしなければ
僕がやられていたんだ
そりゃ誰だって自分のことが
１番大事だろ？

あの日の君の心は
もう確かめようがなくて
優しいだけの言葉を求めては
何度も噛み潰した

馬鹿みたいだ
要らない自分が脳内をハックして
アンビバレントな噂に
いつも振り回されんだ

あぁ 聞こえない 何も解んない
だって君は消えちゃってもう口が聞けないのに
あぁ 叫んでりゃ楽になるんだ
反芻シ考が僕の声を溶かす

ボクハドウスレバイイノ？

あぁ 聞こえない 何も知らない
だって考えてたってもう答えは出ないのに
あぁ 叫んでりゃ楽になるんだ
反芻シ考が僕を夜に溶かす
あぁ...

Rumination thinking

Darling, why did I
Say such awful things to you?
I know the pain of unseen wounds
Better than anyone.

Darling, why were you
Able to be so calm?
I swallowed my words
And tore them up again and again.

My thoughts kept me up at night
Like a bad movie trailer
That never made sense.

Oh, I can't hear it. I don't know anything.
Thinking is useless, it won't change anything.
Oh, I just want to scream
And let my thoughts dissolve me into the night.

Honey, if I had known...
I was hurting so much
Everybody looks out for themselves first,
Don't they?

Darling, I don't know
What you were thinking that day.
I searched for some kind words
And tore them to shreds.

How stupid of me,
I let my thoughts control me,
Paralyzed and unsure
Of what was going on around me.

Oh, I can't listen. I don't understand it.
You're gone, and I can't talk to you anymore.
Oh, I just want to scream
And let my thoughts dissolve me into the night.

What should I do?

Oh, I can't hear it. I don't know anything.
Thinking is useless, it won't change anything.
Oh, I just want to scream
And let my thoughts dissolve me into the night.
Oh...