Paroles et traduction Reza Pishro - Hesse Amniat - Outro Volume 1

Hesse Amniat - Outro Volume 1

آه
من پر از روزای بدم
روزایی که بهم یاد داد
خودمو فراموش نکنم
آره
بی تاب لمس دستی که
میده به تو حس امنیت
صد بار اومد سمت چشمه ات
ولی چرا تشنه بر میگشت؟
تو ندیدی که دستاش
تورو کم داره درد و زخماش
تمومی نداره وقتی نیستی و
رفتی و نبودی به فکر فرداش
یادمه وقتی فقط هفت سالم بود
با بوی چمن بیدار میشدیم تو سرما از سوز
پدر کتاب مدرسه ام که همراهم بود نیست
میگفتم گشنمونه میگفتی همراهم پول نیست
چرا یکی یکی وسایل خونمون میره؟
داریم تو پارک می خوابیم و همه خونمون اینه
حوض پارک ملت توش حموم میشه کرد
اینم یخ زده با لجناش تو دمای زیر صفر
همواره زیر گله این کفشای لعنتی
فکر نمی کردی ماها بگیریم فردا یه مرضی؟
هر روز مارو میبردی به یه جای جدید
که چی؟ همش دنبال فلش های گنجی؟
لعنتی وقتی مادرم حامله بود
تو تو خیالت میگشتی دنبال نامه رسون
هروئین یه دایره بود واست تو یه ساحل دور
که تورو کرده بود تو رویاهات یه تاجر خوب
از این ناراحت نیستم که این همه فاصله بود
از اینم ناراحتن نیستم که دلم بود کاسه ی خون
فقط وقتی رفتی کسی نبود مراقبمون
گذاشتی هر قضاوتی بکنن راجع بهمون، آه
بی تاب لمس دستی که
میده به تو حس امنیت
صد بار اومد سمت چشمه ات
ولی چرا تشنه بر میگشت؟
تو ندیدی که دستاش
تورو کم داره درد و زخماش
تمومی نداره وقتی نیستی و
رفتی و نبودی به فکر فرداش
Yeah
بگو تقصیر اون چیه؟
این که تورو کم میاره
خاطرات مونده از تو
فقط چنتایی ته سیگاره
مگه نمیدیدی غرق اشکه
شب و روزایی که رفته ردشه
بودنت توشون مونده و
اون میخواد از هر چی حس گنده ردشه
تو نمیدونی
وقتی باشه خالی از سایه ات
دیگه مهم نیست چه جوری میگذره
بی تو سالی از ما در
ببین
همه روزا تاریک و یخ زده واسش
هر چی میره جلو تو زندگی
میبینه سخت تره بازم
بی تاب لمس دستی که
میده به تو حس امنیت
صد بار اومد سمت چشمه ات
ولی چرا تشنه بر میگشت؟
تو ندیدی که دستاش
تورو کم داره درد و زخماش
تمومی نداره وقتی نیستی و
رفتی و نبودی به فکر فرداش
بی تاب لمس دستی که
میده به تو حس امنیت
صد بار اومد سمت چشمه ات
ولی چرا تشنه بر میگشت؟
تو ندیدی که دستاش
تورو کم داره درد و زخماش
تمومی نداره وقتی نیستی و
رفتی و نبودی به فکر فرداش

Hesse Amniat - Outro Volume 1

Ah
I'm full of bad days
Days that taught me
Not to forget myself
Oh yes
Eager for the touch of a hand
That gives you a sense of security
A hundred times he came to your fountain
But why did he come back thirsty?
You didn't see that his hands
Lack you, his pain and wounds
It never ends when you're not here
You left and you didn't think about tomorrow
I remember when I was only seven years old
We used to wake up to the smell of grass in the cold from the wind
My school book that was with me is gone
I said we're hungry, you said I have no money
Why are our household items disappearing one by one?
We're sleeping in the park and this is our whole house
You can take a bath in the pool in the park
It's frozen too with its dirt in the subzero temperature
Always under the complaint of these damn shoes
Didn't you think we might get sick tomorrow?
Every day you took us to a new place
What? Are you still looking for the arrow of the treasure?
Damn when my mother was pregnant
You were imagining in your mind looking for a mailman
Heroin was a circle for you on a distant beach
That had made you in your dreams a good businessman
I'm not upset that there was all this distance
I'm not upset that my heart was a bowl of blood
Just that when you left there was no one to take care of us
You let them make any judgment about us, ah
Eager for the touch of a hand
That gives you a sense of security
A hundred times he came to your fountain
But why did he come back thirsty?
You didn't see that his hands
Lack you, his pain and wounds
It never ends when you're not here
You left and you didn't think about tomorrow
Yeah
Tell me whose fault is it?
That he lacks you
Memories left of you
Just a few cigarette butts
Didn't you see that he was drowned in tears
The nights and days that have gone by
Your presence remained in them
And he wants to get rid of every sense of sin
You don't know
When it's empty of your shadow
It doesn't matter how it passes anymore
Without you, a year passes by us
Look
Every day is dark and cold for him
The more he goes forward in life
He sees it's harder again
Eager for the touch of a hand
That gives you a sense of security
A hundred times he came to your fountain
But why did he come back thirsty?
You didn't see that his hands
Lack you, his pain and wounds
It never ends when you're not here
You left and you didn't think about tomorrow
Eager for the touch of a hand
That gives you a sense of security
A hundred times he came to your fountain
But why did he come back thirsty?
You didn't see that his hands
Lack you, his pain and wounds
It never ends when you're not here
You left and you didn't think about tomorrow