Paroles et traduction Roeth & Grey - New Memory

New Memory

قطر الحياة
في كل لفة عقرب ساعه . عمري بيتسرسب يعدي
الناس والدنيا بتتغير حتي الحديد بيصدي

وانا الوحيد واقف مكاني ثابت
في ناس اختارت سكة صابت ناس تانية اختارت سكه خابت

احساس قاسي وصعب لما الناس تشوفك فاشل
ابوك وامك واخوك واصحابك شايفينك عاطل

قوم يابني اسعي وحاول . والله غلبت احاول
ياما حاولت وقبل الجون مايجي يطلع فاول

معنديش مهارة او حتي كوسه وحستي حوسه
ودوست بعد اخر البنزين بدوسة

في كل مقابلة شغلانة يتقالي لف نفسك
بشهادتك مدد بجنب اي حيط وخدلك بوسه

رجعت فلاش باك حسبت سنين عمري 30 سنه لقيت
حسبت تاني وتالت واتخضيت

ببص في المرايه كام شعرايه بيضا لقيت
وابويا هوا اللي لسه بيصرف ع البيت

بتعامل من عيلتي علي اني عاله
وحالتي حاله ثقتي بنفسي راحت النجاح بقي استحالة

نفسي اهرب من نفسي ومن حالتي ومن عيلتي ومن الدنيا
نفسي القي دنيا تانيه اهرب ليها لو حتي ثانيه

وفي يوم قالهالي صحبي واللي يدلك ع الطريق
ميفيدش الصاحب غير صاحبه اسمع من الصديق

قالي في قعدة ضرب حلوه بليل عاملينها
سالته هاش ضحك قالي بيسه قولتله لممها

قالي متخفش مش ممكن تدمن من اول شكة
اقنعني . بليل فعلا شكيت بيه اول شكه

مفاصلي ساحت وارتاحت وروحي راحت
بكلم نفسي من جوه وبرغي ومن بره ساكت

همومي شبه تاهت والرؤيه باهت في باهت
كل مشكله كانت عندي في الدنيا ماتت وتاهت

عدت ساعات في ثانيه لقيت الصحبه قايمه
دخلت بيتي وش الفجر عيلتي كانت نايمه

دفنت نفسي تحت البطانيه جسمي متلج
نمت ف اقل من ثانيه نومه واحد متبنج

قطر الحياه بيعدي بسرعه
سنه ف سنه ف سنه
وانا زي ما انا لما كان عندي سنه

هيا هيا الحياه . هو هو دا انا
زهقت طهقت من الحياه . تقدر تقول مليت

خلتني كنت رجعت تاني للواقع والعكننه
عدي النهارردا بطئ كانه كام شهر او سنه

نفسي النهار يعدي بسرعه واضرب تاني
هرجع ملك زماني بعيد عن العالم

خلوني اضرب معاهم كل يوم وبتعزم
خلاص دخلت السكه والطريق بيترسم

فاجئني صحبي ف يوم قلهالي في وشي خف تعوم
اجيب فلوس منين ليا وليك نضرب كل يوم

شخشخ جيبك يا من قعدتنا دي تكون محروم
من النهارده مفيش ضرب ببلاش . مفهوم مفهوم

روهت وتاني يوم في معاد الضرب جسمي اتكهرب
كرابيك في ظهري ومنخيري سايله وبتسرب

عاوز اضرب ومنين اجيب فلوس منين اجيب فلوس
بدات استلف من كل اللي اعرفه وادوس

وحتي اخواتي خدت منهم ياما فلوس دروس
كله كرهني وبيهرب مني لاني بتاع فلوس

خمسين جنيه في خمسين في ميه في ميه
بسرق يوماتي فلوس من البيت وكله شك فيا

نزلت بعت كل حاجه جاتلي في يوم هديه
خلصت فلوس لحد في يوم ماجاتلي فكره هيه

هيا . دهب امي وموبايل اختي ولاب توب اخويا
سرقتهم نزلت اهرب من البيت وقفني ابويا

حاول يمنعني مسكني من ايدي جامد زقيته
اتخبط في الحيط وبصلي ازاي ابنه واذيته

خد مني كل حاجه وتربس الباب غضب
ساعتها طلبت اغرب حاجه ممكن تطلب

عاوز فلوس حالا يا اما هرتكب جريمه
اتهمني بالجنون واداني كام شتيمه

ببان كل الاوض بتتفتح عيلتي بتتفرج
لسه بيستوعبوا يمكن دا جد يمكن بنهرج

سحبت بنت اختي 3 سنين ناحيه شباك
هاتوا الفلوس لارميها فجاه زاد الارتباك

امي بكت بحرقة قدامي . فقت لثواني
رمتلي فلوس وبصوت عالي . مشوفش وشك تاني

امشي ملكش ام يا ابغض من شيطاني
خدت الفلوس وجريت عارف مش راجع بيتي تاني

قطر الحياه بيعدي بسرعه
سنه ف سنه ف سنه
وانا زي ما انا لما كان عندي سنه

هيا هيا الحياه . هو هو دا انا
زهقت طهقت من الحياه . تقدر تقول مليت

خسرت كل اهلي وصحابي بقيت وحيد
ومنين هجيب فلوس لازم القي طريق جديد

فجاه افتكرت جار من سني ساكن لوحده طول عمره
ابوه في اعاره بره مصر وشهري فلوس يبعتله

شديته زي ما اتشديت انا لنفس الطريق
لقيت مصدر فلوس جددي وبيته لقيت صديق

نضرب سوي بفلوسه وفي بيته ملناش ظهور
شقا سنين ابوه خلص كله في اربع شهور

وفي ليله بنضرب جاتله مكالمه مصدقهاش
ابوه عرف ان ابنه بيسرقه اتنقل انعاش

كل عصب في جسمي اتوتر . زودت الجرعه اكتر
الجرعه المعتاده خلاص مبقتش تأثر

شريط حياتي بيتعرض قدامي لخبر فاخبر
ضربت سنجه في عروقي زودته اكتر واكتر

نفسي افني واخلص من الدنيا زي الميه اتبخر
كمان زودت سنه جسمي كله اتلون اصفر

صحبي اتفزع قام واتسرع مالك اصفر

New Memory

Life’s train
With every turn of the clock's hand, my age slips away.
People and the world are changing, even iron rusts.

And I am the only one standing still.
Some people chose the right path, others chose the wrong one.

It's a harsh and difficult feeling when people see you as a failure.
Your father, your mother, your brother, and your friends see you as idle.

Get up, my son, strive and try. I swear I'm tired of trying.
I tried so many times, and before the goal is scored, it's a foul.

I don't have skills or even luck, my life’s a mess.
And I pressed the last drop of gasoline with a press.

In every job interview, I'm told to go screw myself.
With your degree, spread yourself by any wall and get a kiss.

I went back in a flashback, I counted the years of my life, 30 years I found.
I counted again and again, and was shocked.

I look in the mirror, how many white hairs I found.
And my father is the one who is still spending on the house.

My family treats me like a burden.
And my case, my case, my confidence is gone, success has become impossible.

I want to run away from myself, from my situation, from my family, from the world.
I want to find another world to escape to, even for a second.

And one day my friend told me, the one who guides you on the way.
A friend is only useful to his friend, listen to your friend.

He told me at a hangout, a nice hit at night they're doing.
I asked him, he laughed, he told me it's easy, I told him, bring it on.

He told me, don't worry, you can't get addicted from the first hit.
He convinced me. That night, I actually took my first hit with him.

My joints melted and relaxed, and my soul rested.
I talk to myself from the inside and talk, and from the outside, I'm silent.

My worries seemed lost, and the vision was pale in pale.
Every problem I had in the world died and wandered.

Hours passed in a second, I found the company standing.
I entered my house at dawn, my family was asleep.

I buried myself under the blanket, my body was freezing.
I slept in less than a second, the sleep of someone who is numb.

The train of life is passing by quickly.
Year after year after year.
And I'm the same as I was when I was a year old.

This is life. This is me.
I'm tired of life. You could say I'm fed up.

It made me go back to reality and awkwardness.
This day is passing by slowly as if it were a month or a year.

I want the day to pass quickly and I hit again.
I will be the king of my time, away from the world.

Let me hit with them every day, and I'm being invited.
I've entered the path, and the road is being drawn.

My friend surprised me one day, he told me to my face, swim lightly.
Where do I get money for me and you to hit every day?

Shake your pocket, you who are sitting with us, be deprived.
From today, there is no free hitting. Understood, understood.

Rohyth, and the next day, at the time of the hit, my body was electrified.
Cramps in my back, and my nostrils are runny and leaking.

I want to hit, where do I get money, where do I get money?
I started borrowing from everyone I know, and I'm pushing.

And even my siblings, I took a lot of their tuition money.
Everyone hates me and runs away from me because I'm a money person.

50 pounds in 50 in 100 in 100.
I steal money from the house every day, and everyone suspects me.

I went down and sold everything I got as a gift one day.
I ran out of money until one day I got an idea, it is.

It is. My mother's gold, my sister's mobile phone, and my brother's laptop.
I stole them, went down to run away from the house, my father stopped me.

He tried to stop me, held my hand tightly, pushed him.
He hit the wall and looked at me, how his son hurt him.

He took everything from me and locked the door angrily.
At that time, I asked for the strangest thing you could ask for.

I want money now, or I will commit a crime.
He accused me of insanity and gave me some insults.

All the doors of the rooms are opened, my family is watching.
They are still realizing, maybe this is serious, maybe we are joking.

I pulled my niece, 3 years old, towards the window.
Bring the money, I'll throw her, suddenly the confusion increased.

My mother cried bitterly in front of me. She died for a few seconds.
She threw money at me and in a loud voice. I don't want to see your face again.

Walk away, you don't belong to me, you are more hated than Satan.
I took the money and ran, knowing I wouldn't be back home again.

The train of life is passing by quickly.
Year after year after year.
And I'm the same as I was when I was a year old.

This is life. This is me.
I'm tired of life. You could say I'm fed up.

I lost all my family and friends, I became alone.
And where will I get money from? I have to find a new way.

Suddenly I remembered a neighbor my age who had lived alone his whole life.
His father is on assignment abroad, and he sends him money every month.

I pulled him like I was pulled to the same path.
I found a new source of money, and in his house I found a friend.

We hit together with his money, and in his house we have no appearance.
The misery of his father's years ended in four months.

And one night, while we were hitting, he got a call he couldn't believe.
His father learned that his son was stealing from him, he was transferred to the hospital.

Every nerve in my body was tense. I increased the dose more.
The usual dose is no longer effective.

The tape of my life is being shown in front of me, piece by piece.
I hit a vein in my arm, increased it more and more.

I want to disappear and be done with the world, like water evaporating.
I also increased it for a year, my whole body turned yellow.

My friend panicked, got up and hurried, what's wrong, you're yellow?