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죽을 만큼 사랑했어요 I Loved You Until I Was About To Die

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이렇게 나 더 힘들어지네요
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이렇게 나 더 힘들어지네요 워

죽을 만큼 그만큼 그댈 사랑했어요
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I Loved You Until I Was About To Die

Did you hate me so?
Was it enough for you to throw everything away?

What should I do?
I can't easily erase
My habits that made you so difficult
If only I could carry the memory of you
If I could do that, I would be forgiven

Can you forget and live?
Can you really do that?
Can you throw away all the wounds I gave you?
If only I could make it easier for you to leave
I would do anything

Are you leaving?
Do I really have to let you go?
The farewell cruelly tells me to forget
My lack of love weighs heavily on my mind
It's making me even harder
I'm sorry

I was such a fool
Watching you struggle
I couldn't even give you a kind word
Was I too greedy?
If I cry and beg, will you pretend to be defeated and come back?

Is it a dream?
Are you really leaving?
Regret makes me want to hold on to you like a fool
My lack of love weighs heavily on my mind
It's making me even harder, baby

I loved you so much, I thought I would die
Now I realize it
Only now