Paroles et traduction Sagopa Kajmer feat. Kolera - İster İstemez

İster İstemez

Özgür olmak için büyümek istedim çocukken
Anlamadan geçti zaman, gözümde yillar büyürken
Bu halim ürkütücü, çatlak aynalarda yüzüm çürürken
Hayat filizleniyor içimde, kendi filizim ölürken
Açilir dilim ardina dek, kadim bir dostla sohbet ederken
Konusmak istemem bir âdem yüzüme kükrerken
Duygularim benden, bense sandigindan hassas
Kolera'nin nazindan ne olur, o iken en çok çeken naz
Derken vurdumduymaz olmayi ögretti hayat bana
Birden ne istegim olabilir ki senden yahut sizden
Kalin olamaz hiç bir ense kendi isini gören kurdun ensesinde
Rengin oldu bizden
Benden birçok ihtimali çaldi hayat, e gülerken
Hizlandim aglamadim arabadan yere düserken
Hale bak kim derdi ki ben bir gün böyle güçlenicem
Ister istemez dilimin ucuna düsüyor, fikrimin çatisina tutunanlar
Dedi maharet nerededir, dedim maharet dogrulu sözdedir
Ister istemez içimi kemiriyor, dudaklarimdan çikamayanlar
Günesi nasil gizlersin, kum avuçta durmaz ögren
Ögren, ögren, ögren, ögren, git ögren, ögren, ögren, git ögren, ögren
Ben mekânsiz hisleri, zamansiz yasayan mahlûk
Bebekten mezara kulluk, çiktigimiz bu zorunlu yolculukta sabir mühim yolluk
Ister inan, ister inanma, yok kalicilik, var yolculuk
Kalbinin tozunu al ki gözün dogru görsün
Sana gerçeklerimi savuruyorum, bak bir pirana dolu akvaryum
Reddeden siirlerimin adini rap koydum,
On yasinda kalben neysem, otuz beste oyum
Kalan son siyah gül Yunus, kasi kara, gözü kara, hisleri kara
Kirpiklerim sürmelerin komsusu, merakla beklerim nedir yarinin senaryosu
Sago koca ayilarla oyun oynayan bir somon baligi, bir candan
Ister pençen olsun, ister kancan, yüzüne ani patlayacak ölüm tabancan
Çocuk büyüyecek ve olacak adam, kani deli can
O zaman rüzgâr farkli esecek, hazirlan
Daha fazla hassaslasip, narinleseceksin kirilgan
Olgun meyve görünürmüs dalindan, öylece bildik
Rüzgâr suçsuz, yaprak alingan
Ister istemez dilimin ucuna düsüyor, fikrimin çatisina tutunanlar
Dedi maharet nerededir, dedim maharet dogrulu sözdedir
Ister istemez içimi kemiriyor, dudaklarimdan çikamayanlar
Günesi nasil gizlersin, kum avuçta durmaz ögren
Ögren, ögren, ögren, ögren, git ögren, ögren, ögren, git ögren, ögren

Unintentionally

As a child, I wanted to grow up to be free
Time passed without understanding, years grew in my eyes
This state of mine is frightening, my face decays in cracked mirrors
Life sprouts within me, while my own sprout dies
My tongue loosens completely when conversing with an ancient friend
I wouldn't want to speak when a human roars in my face
My feelings are from me, and I am more sensitive than you think
What would happen with Kolera's coyness, while she is the one who suffers the most from coyness
Meanwhile, life taught me to be indifferent
Suddenly, what desire could I possibly have from you or from you all
No nape can be thick on the neck of a wolf who takes care of his own business
You became our color
Life stole many possibilities from me, while laughing
I groaned, I didn't cry as I fell from the car to the ground
Look at the situation, who would have said that I would become so strong one day
Unintentionally, those clinging to the roof of my thoughts fall to the tip of my tongue
She said, "Where is the skill?", I said, "The skill is in the truthfulness of words"
Unintentionally, those that cannot escape my lips gnaw at my insides
Learn how you can't hide the sun, sand doesn't stay in the palm
Learn, learn, learn, learn, go learn, learn, learn, go learn, learn
I am a creature that lives timeless emotions, without a place
Servitude from cradle to grave, patience is an important provision in this compulsory journey we embarked on
Believe it or not, there is no permanence, there is a journey
Dust off your heart so your eyes can see correctly
I'm throwing my truths at you, look, an aquarium full of piranhas
I named my rejected poems rap,
What I was in my heart at ten, I am thirty times that now
The last black rose remaining, Yunus, with black eyebrows, black eyes, black feelings
My eyelashes are neighbors to eyeliners, I curiously await tomorrow's scenario
Sago, a salmon playing with giant bears, wholeheartedly
Whether you have claws or a hook, the death gun will suddenly explode in your face
The child will grow up and become a man, his blood is crazy, his soul
Then the wind will blow differently, prepare yourself
You will become more sensitive, delicate, fragile
Does ripe fruit show from its branch? That's how we know
The wind is innocent, the leaf is taken
Unintentionally, those clinging to the roof of my thoughts fall to the tip of my tongue
She said, "Where is the skill?", I said, "The skill is in the truthfulness of words"
Unintentionally, those that cannot escape my lips gnaw at my insides
Learn how you can't hide the sun, sand doesn't stay in the palm
Learn, learn, learn, learn, go learn, learn, learn, go learn, learn