Paroles et traduction San E - I’m such an asshole

I’m such an asshole

또 싸웠어 별거 아닌 걸로
사소한 말다툼 크게 번져
결국 걷잡을 수 없는
그동안 쌓였던 참았던 서운한 감정
내 안에 있는지도 몰랐던
후에 기억도 못 할 오로지
널 상처 주려 지어낸 말들
울게 만들고 널
I left you right there

I'm fucking asshole
Just like you said (you are right)
I'm fucking asshole
Just like you tell (that's right)
Don't know why
넌 왜 나 같은 놈에게도 이리 잘해주는 걸까
Oh you're just wasting ya time
And I'm just breaking ya heart
세상에서 가장 좋아하는 너인데 왜일까

왜일까 왜
나 같은 놈 곁에 있어 왜
나 같은 놈 때문에 왜 힘들어야 해
왜 미안해 사과해
아무 잘못 없는 네가 대체 왜
Messed it up again
안아달라 했을 때 매몰차게
And you say it's all good but
괜찮을 리 없잖아
그런 건 절대 회복 안 돼
정말이지 나란 사람 참 못났다
안녕 그동안 고마웠어
과거형 따위로 만들고 싶지 않아
그게 내 진심 전달하고 싶은데
괜히 또 왠지 말로 하면 슬플까 봐
I'm singing this song just for you

I'm fucking asshole
Just like you said (you are right)
I'm fucking asshole
Just like you tell (that's right)
Don't know why
넌 왜 나 같은 놈에게도 이리 잘해주는 걸까
Oh you're just wasting ya time
And I'm just breaking ya heart
세상에서 가장 좋아하는 너인데 왜일까?

I’m such an asshole

Once again I had an argument over nothing
An argument that exploded into something
Held back, bottled-up resentment that
I didn't know was even there
Words said to hurt you
Regrets that I don't even remember now
And you there crying
I left you right there
I left you right there

I'm a fucking asshole
Just like you said (you are right)
I'm a fucking asshole
Just like you tell (that's right)
Don't know why
Why are you still good to me?
Oh honey you're just wasting ya time
And I'm just breaking ya heart
You're the one I love most in this world, why?

Why? Why
Why are you still here with me?
Why do you have to be hurt because of me?
Sorry
Why do you have to be the one that's hurt?
Messed it up again
When you asked for a hug, I pushed you away
And you said it's all good, but
It's not okay
That can never be okay
I'm such a horrible person
Goodbye, thank you for everything
I don't want to say it's over
That's how much I love you
But I'm afraid I'll only hurt you more
I'm singing this song just for you

I'm a fucking asshole
Just like you said (you are right)
I'm a fucking asshole
Just like you tell (that's right)
Don't know why
Why are you still good to me?
Oh honey you're just wasting ya time
And I'm just breaking ya heart
You're the one I love most in this world, why?