Paroles et traduction Sheena Ringo - 薄ら氷心中

薄ら氷心中

ねえ、如何して目を合わさうともしないの。何故。屹度
「直視に耐へない。」とでも云ふのでせう。だうせ。ぢやあ
一体誰よ。こんな女にしたのは誰。
ねえ、待つてゐたんだよ追つて来てくれるのをずつと。
やつと会へたつてのに抱いてもくれないのか。一寸。あゝ
人生ご破算。お前さんあんたの所為だつて。
分かんないの。仕合せつて何。何れが其れだつてのよ。
面倒臭いわ。脳味噌も腸もばら撒いて見せやうか。
骨の髄まで染め抜かれた女をご覧なさい。

好きよ大好き、皆あんたに上げる。いゝえ。嫌ひ大嫌ひよ、
矢つ張り返して今直ぐ。なんて。まう遅いわ南無三。
お前さんで出来てんだ、全部。
分かつてんの。仕合せも、不幸も、刻一刻消え失せる。
冷やこいやうで温かいこの手が、味わひ尽くしたわ。
これ以上は何にも無いと思ふの。憎く可愛い人よ。痛いやうで
気持ち良いお別れよ。過ぎ去つたあの日々。
留めてゐるまゝの生命ごと終はらせて仕舞ひたい。
薄らいで行くわ。私は独り法師。

Ice Heart Suicide

Darling, why won't you meet my gaze? Why? I suppose
“you cannot bear to look me in the eye”. Of course. So
who is it that made such a woman as this?
Darling, I have been waiting for you to come after me for so long.
I finally found you, so why won't you hold me? Just a little. Ah,
my life is in ruins. It's all your fault, my love.
Don't you understand? What is happiness? Which one is it?
This is such a bother. Why don't I just scatter my brains and guts all over the place?
Look at me, a woman whose very marrow has been dyed.

I love you, my love. You have everything of mine. No, I hate you, I hate you so much,
I want to give it all back to you right now. But it's too late, Alas, Namu San.
You are the one that made me, my love. My all.
I understand. My happiness and my unhappiness both fade away with each passing moment.
My hands, which feel both cold and warm, have tasted it all.
I don't think there is anything more. My loathsome, darling love.
It hurts so good to say goodbye. Those days are gone.
I want to end it all, to be extinguished.
I will fade away. I am a solitary monk.