Kurutta Kajitsu - Shinji Tanimura traduction en anglais

Kurutta Kajitsu

ひとしきり肩濡らした 冬の雨
泥をはねて 行きすぎる車
追いかけて ケンカでもしてみたら
少しぐらい心もまぎれる

狂った果実には 青空は似合わない
家を出た あの時の 母のふるえる声は
今でも 耳に響いてる 低く高く

ポケットで 折れていた ハイライト
おかしくて 吸う気にも なれず
かじりかけのリンゴをただ おもいっきり
投げつける 都会の闇に

許してくれなんて 言えない 今の俺には
ナイフ捨てたこの手で 回す ダイヤルの音
せめて もう一度 きざみたい 声がある

生まれてきた事を くやんでないけれど
幸せに暮らすには 時代は冷たすぎた
中途半端でなけりゃ 生きられない それが今

狂った果実にも 見る夢はあるけれど
どうせ 絵空事なら いっそだましてしまおう
せめて この胸がさけるまで Silence Is Truth!

Forbidden Fruit

The winter rain has finished wetting my shoulders
The mud is splashing, the cars are passing by
I catch up to you, and we could even have a fight
The pain might distract me

The sky does not suit us Forbidden Fruits
I hear my mother's voice as I left home, she was shaking
I can still hear it in my ears, sometimes quietly, sometimes loudly

my packet of cigarettes is broken in my pocket
It's funny, I don't even feel like lighting one
I just take a big bite from the apple I was eating
And throw it into the dark city

I can't say that I have forgiven you, not now
I put down the knife and call you
At least hear me out once more

I don't regret being born
But this era is too cold for anyone to live happily
I can't be half-hearted any more. That's where I am now.

The Forbidden Fruit still has some dreams
But rather than just creating mirages, it might be better to lie
At least until this heart can break no more. Silence Is Truth!