Paroles et traduction Sonoko Inoue - ぜんぶ。

ぜんぶ。

すき、きらい、すき、って気持ち あつめたら
"あいしてる" なんだろう
今までの僕なら
｢君の自由にすればいい｣そんな言い草で
本音なんて言ったらさ
｢離れないで｣って甘えたいくせに
寝過ごした日の朝
シーツに残ってるんだ 君のいた形跡
とりあえず起き上がって
沈むソファ テレビを付けた
君のやり方 真似して
作ったコーヒーの味 何か物足りなくて
僕なりに恋をしてきたつもりだよ
あんなに胸焦がす出逢いだったのに
いつからか重ねるキスも ただ抱きしめあうことも
当たり前になってしまってたんだ
今さら余計に思い知ってるよ
君へと伝えそびれていた言葉
すき、きらい、すき、って気持ち あつめたら
"あいしてる" なんだろう
めんと向かって君に
今までのぶんの｢ありがとう｣言えたらなあ
照れると思うけれど 笑ってくれたっていいよ
ありったけ 君にぜんぶ
ぜんぶ ぜんぶ ぜんぶ ぜんぶ
ねぇ 君をいちばんに 想っているのに
とっさにそれが 態度にあらわせなくて
まだまだ君の理想に なるには遠いね
ごめんね それでも一緒にいてよ
素晴らしい恋をしてゆくつもりだよ
だって まだ知らない君に会いたいよ
じゃれあいながらするキスも 甘えて けしかけるケンカも
当たり前になんて できっこないこと
今さらだけどさ 思い知ってるよ
君へと 積もり積もってゆく言葉
きらい、すき、きらい、って僕ら繰り返し
"愛"にふれたいんだろう
すき、きらい、すき、ぜんぶ。で君のこと
"愛してる"

Everything.

If I gathered up all my feelings of liking and disliking and liking you,
what would that be?
The old me
would just say, "Do whatever you want," and avoid talking about my real feelings,
but if I were really honest,
I'd say, "Don't go," even though I'm too proud to admit it.
I woke up late one day,
and the imprint of your body was still on the sheets.
I stumbled out of bed
and turned on the TV.
I tried making coffee the way you do,
but it tasted different somehow.
I've been trying to love you in my own way,
but even though our first encounter was so exciting,
somewhere along the way, our kisses and embraces
became routine.
Now I realize how much I've taken for granted.
All the words I should have said to you
If I gathered up all my feelings of liking and disliking and liking you,
what would that be?
If I could just face you,
I'd say, "Thank you" for everything.
I know I'd be embarrassed, but I'd smile if you laughed at me.
I'd give you everything I have,
everything, everything, everything, everything.
Hey, I may love you the most,
but I can't always show it,
and I'm still far from being your ideal man.
I'm sorry, but please stay with me.
I want to love you in the best possible way.
Because there's still so much of you that I don't know.
I want to kiss you and tease you and fight with you,
and I want it all to be new and exciting.
Now I finally understand.
All the words I've kept inside,
all the disliking and liking and liking,
it's because I want to feel love.
With all my liking and disliking, everything, I
"love you."