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Akashitoshite

何も信じられないこんな世界に
僕が生きる意味はあるだろうか
だけど君に逢えたこんな世界が
何故か愛しいと思ってしまった

涙で滲むまま触れた景色は
見えているモノすら解らないのに
突き刺さる確かな僕の想いを
誰かのせいには出来ないから
過ぎ去る日々の当たり前が
哀しくてたまらないな

張り裂けた心が痛くても
繰り返す呼吸が苦しくても
この手の温かさが
人である証なんだ

決して変わりやしない現実とか
いつか置き忘れて消えた夢とか
嫌な事だらけのこんな世界で
せめて僕らしく居たいじゃないか

今がただ美しくて汚くて怖くて
それでも良いと君が望むなら
僕が全て受け入れて抱き締めるよ
過ぎ去る日々の当たり前が
哀しくてたまらないな

吐き出した声が小さくても
歩んでく足が拙くても
醜い姿こそが
人という形ならば

張り裂けた心が痛くても
繰り返す呼吸が苦しくても
この手の温かさが
君であり僕である
それぞれの証なんだ

何も信じられないこんな世界に
僕が生きる意味はあるだろうか
だけど君に逢えたこんな世界が
何故か愛しいと思ってしまった
そう思えてしまった

Akashitoshite

In this world where I can trust nothing
Is there any point in me being alive
But ever since I met you, this world
Somehow feels dear to me

The scenery I see as tears well up
Makes me realize I don't understand a thing
But the genuine feelings that pierce me through
I can't blame on anyone else
The everyday things that passed me by
Now make me unbearably sad

Even as my fractured heart aches
And my continued breathing brings agony
The warmth in my hands
Is proof that I am human

The reality that will never change
And the dreams I once had that faded away
In this world filled with nothing but unpleasant things
I just want to be myself

The present moment is beautiful, dirty, and frightening
But if that's what you desire
I'll accept everything and hold you close
The everyday things that passed me by
Now make me unbearably sad

Even if the voice I utter is faint
And the steps I take are clumsy
If this unsightly form
Is the shape of a human being

Even as my fractured heart aches
And my continued breathing brings agony
The warmth in my hands
Is you and me
Proof of each of our existences

In this world where I can trust nothing
Is there any point in me being alive
But ever since I met you, this world
Somehow feels dear to me
Yes, that's how I feel