Paroles et traduction Tak-Z feat. Kitsunebi - Kizu to Hikari

Kizu to Hikari

正当化した正義を背負い 引き換えに盲目 都合良いイヤフォン
多数決もほとんどサブアカ捨てアカ マスコミ ステマ
万人に好かれる事なんてとっくの昔に捨ててきた
隙間を縫うように探した居場所
手を伸ばし リングに上がったたった1人
最後に向き合った言葉は何だったか
じゃあ、産まれて初めて覚えた言葉は何だったか
きっと笑顔が似合う言葉だったか
言葉に生かされ 言葉に殺され
生まれ変わったら言葉のないどこかへ
本心じゃない 代弁でさえ 心の奥深く
突き刺さる言葉がある
それは大人になる程 軽くて薄く
1人になる程 重く冷たい

壊れないように 崩れないように
狂おしいほどに 堪えてきた それでも
届かぬ想い 泪と共に
独り遠くへと 消えていく

ここまで来る道の途中のバス停
子を見送る母の「いってらっしゃい」
それは「おかえり」前提の優しい言葉
必ずまた戻ってくるはずの言葉とあなた
でも人間は体温をもたないたった2文字で 体温を失う
そのたった2文字は人生を相殺
はき違えた表現の自由
逆に生えた羽根の切っ先
迷わずに人差し指から予測変換した
その言葉は行き先までは予測出来なかった
万人に好かれる事は捨ててきた
でも 出来れば愛されたかった
SNSの中傷がトップロープより高い位置
失われた1つの命が
やがて誰かの闇テラスハズ

壊れないように 崩れないように
狂おしいほどに 堪えてきた それでも
届かぬ想い 泪と共に
独り遠くへと 消えていく

戻れない昨日 見たくない明日
通り過ぎていく 目の前の今にさえも
消えたくはない 微かな光
独りじゃなかった 愛されてた

Wounds and Light

Deafened by the self-righteousness I bore, Trading my sight for convenient earphones
Online mobs, mostly trolls, The media, stealth marketing
I cast off the desire to be universally adored long ago
I searched through the gaps and found a place to belong
I was the only one who dared to step into the ring
What were the last words you faced?
Then, what were the first words you ever learned?
Surely they were words with a smile
I am made alive by words, I am killed by words
If I were born again, I would go somewhere without words
Even hollow substitutes for genuine feelings
Cut deeply into my soul
The more I mature, the lighter and thinner they become
The more isolated I become, the heavier and colder they feel

So that I would not break, so that I would not crumble
I endured it all with a maddening tenacity, But still
My unfulfilled longing and tears
Fade away into the distance, leaving me alone

A bus stop along the way to where I am now
A mother sending off her child with a "have a good day"
A gentle term that presumes a "welcome home"
The words and you who would surely return
But humanity loses its warmth with just two words devoid of feeling
Those two words alone can destroy a life
The freedom of expression, misunderstood
The reversed tip of a sprouted feather
I typed those words without hesitation, using predictive text
Those words could not predict where I would end up
I let go of the desire to be universally adored
But if I could, I would have wanted to be loved
Online insults soar higher than a tightrope
A life that is lost
Becomes someone's darkness eventually

So that I would not break, so that I would not crumble
I endured it all with a maddening tenacity, But still
My unfulfilled longing and tears
Fade away into the distance, leaving me alone

A past I cannot return to, A future I dread
Even the present moment that slips away
I do not wish to lose that faint light
I was not alone, I was loved