Paroles et traduction Tankurt Manas - Paramparça

Paramparça

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Yarama kabuk ol ama çabuk ol
Ama çabuk ol ama çabuk ol
Tavana gözlerim yine dalıyo'
Ve bunu hak edecek ne yaptım diye bakıyo' bana
Arada özlemin beni sarıyo'
Sonra nefretin beni gelip geri alıyo' ama

Biriktim doldum yoksun
Onsuz koştum yarınlara
Dirilttim öldüm kaç kez
Canım yana yana yana
Bir varsın bir yoksun
Hikâyemiz paramparça

Biriktim doldum yoksun
Onsuz koştum yarınlara
Dirilttim öldüm kaç kez
Canım yana yana yana
Bir varsın bir yoksun
Hikâyemiz paramparça

İnfilakım o intiharım o
İntizarım oydu imtihanım o

İnfilakım o intiharım o
İntizarım oydu imtihanım o

Mavi hayalleri karalara batır
Kopan her parçanı kül tablana yatır
Bi duman bi' dudak bi' kokun bi' uzak
Bi' şehir bi' kadın ve yasaklanır adın

Hayalini al bi' odada yak
Bi şarkı aç bi notada kal
Omzuma yığılıyo' efkâr
Oluru mu var oluru mu var?

Acı sustu az oldum
Seni çizdiğim her duvar yansı doldu
Hasret tercih değil razı oldu
Olan olmadı yazık oldu

İçerlenip susuyorum tüm her şeye
Alışkınım kendimi hiç etmeye
Anlamı kalmayacak bunların
Bi' gün aşağıdan bakarken çiçeklere

Biriktim doldum yoksun
Onsuz koştum yarınlara
Dirilttim öldüm kaç kez
Canım yana yana yana
Bir varsın bir yoksun
Hikâyemiz paramparça

Biriktim doldum yoksun
Onsuz koştum yarınlara
Dirilttim öldüm kaç kez
Canım yana yana yana
Bir varsın bir yoksun
Hikâyemiz paramparça

Biriktim doldum yoksun
Onsuz koştum yarınlara
Dirilttim öldüm kaç kez
Canım yana yana yana
Bir varsın bir yoksun
Hikâyemiz paramparça

Biriktim doldum yoksun
Onsuz koştum yarınlara
Dirilttim öldüm kaç kez
Canım yana yana yana
Bir varsın bir yoksun
Hikâyemiz paramparça

Smashed to Pieces

Wounds do not heal, but one learns to keep silent
Which shadow did you surrender to, and to which sun?
The storms within me, trust me, have not subsided
Now I have learned to die within from the inside

Become a scab on my wound, but be quick about it
But be quick about it, but be quick about it
My eyes keep staring at the ceiling
And it looks at me as if to ask, "What did I do to deserve this?"
Sometimes, I am consumed by longing
Then, hatred comes back to reclaim me, but

I have become full, though you are absent
Without you, I ran towards tomorrow
I have been resurrected and died how many times?
My soul burns, again and again
You are here, and then you are gone
Our story is smashed to pieces

I have become full, though you are absent
Without you, I ran towards tomorrow
I have been resurrected and died how many times?
My soul burns, again and again
You are here, and then you are gone
Our story is smashed to pieces

That is my explosion, my suicide
That is my waiting, my test

That is my explosion, my suicide
That is my waiting, my test

Dip those blue dreams into darkness
Lay every broken piece upon your ashtray
A puff of smoke, a pair of lips, a scent, and a distance
A city, a woman, and your name is forbidden

Take your dreams and burn them in a room
Play a song, and stay within a note
Melancholy weighs down on my shoulders
Can it, or can it not?

My pain has subsided, and I have become less
Every wall I have drawn you on is now filled with reflections
Yearning is not a choice; it has become content
What should have happened did not, and it is a pity

I remain silent and resentful of everything
I am used to erasing myself
These will lose their meaning
Someday, when I look up at the flowers from below

I have become full, though you are absent
Without you, I ran towards tomorrow
I have been resurrected and died how many times?
My soul burns, again and again
You are here, and then you are gone
Our story is smashed to pieces

I have become full, though you are absent
Without you, I ran towards tomorrow
I have been resurrected and died how many times?
My soul burns, again and again
You are here, and then you are gone
Our story is smashed to pieces

I have become full, though you are absent
Without you, I ran towards tomorrow
I have been resurrected and died how many times?
My soul burns, again and again
You are here, and then you are gone
Our story is smashed to pieces

I have become full, though you are absent
Without you, I ran towards tomorrow
I have been resurrected and died how many times?
My soul burns, again and again
You are here, and then you are gone
Our story is smashed to pieces