Paroles et traduction Tha Joker - Im Tha Joker

Im Tha Joker

الكبت وصل فـ مرمى نفسى اقصى حد
الفعل بسوء الرد اتصد ويحكى دمع الخد
بقرب تبعدى بقع وما بتسندى
بصب من حنانى فـ قلب مـ المشاعر فضى
ببكى عـ السطور دموع وقول لنفسى مفيش رجوع
بصب لنفسى كاس المر وقول اصل المرغوب ممنوع
متصورتش لحظه نوصل يوم للى احنا فيه
ياما نديت الموت لكن شكله مـ سمعنيش
عشت بصونها كانت حربايه اتغير لونها
فين الحب لما تهد قصور بنيتها عشان تسكنها
رسمها فـ كل فكره بين السطور فـ كل صفحه
فـ بشوفها فـ كل شخص فـ كل شئ فـ كل لحظه
مـ القرصه لو من حيه تجيب اذية تبكى دم
فـ الهم يحل بعد الكبت جوا وريدى وينشر سم
اه بقول بكرهك سبت قلبى فـ حبك وقف
كيان كداب سيناريو خاب فـ لوحه بكره مش هرسمك
قصه باينه جوا كتاب واحده كان طبعها قالاب
تكتب سطر وتسيب سطر عامله فاصل للاسباب
فـ بتتحول لـ اكتئاب الصوره هنا مش زى هناك
مـ اللى ساب عمره ما هيحس نفس احساس اللى اتساب
الكبت بخيته عـ السطور لما اكتئبت
قفد حد فيا هد لآن اللى بينا مكنش وقت
حد ودا حد هدا حد سابه حد شد
حد جد حد بردا ادى سبب استنى حد
ميعديش استنى ردك بـ السنين ميجيش
حاضر غايب مغايبه بس عنى متغيبيش
وكل ما سمك يجرى فـ مجرى دمى تقومى بكدبك
تعكسى الحقيقه لـ خدعه انى فشلت احبك
يا قلم اجتاح الماضى واروى كل سطر بدمه
لو شهريار اديب مكنش ساب الديب كان قتله
اكد ان الاحزان عـ ورقه خلقت
اثبات ان قمه البركان لهب متجمد
مزق ودانها عرفها ان السطور بكت عاشنها
لحن عزف قلبى نزف اللوحه اتوحدت الوانها
اسألها مين بدم قلبه تقله وزنها
مين اللى باع سعدته بس الغدر كان تمنها
قصه باينه جوا كتاب واحده كان طبعها قالاب
تكتب سطر وتسيب سطر عامله فاصل للاسباب
فـ بتتحول لـ اكتئاب الصوره هنا مش زى هناك
مـ اللى ساب عمره ما هيحس نفس احساس اللى اتساب
ناكره للجميل انتى جاريه انا الامير
الى بيحكم مهما حكموا بعد حكمه مافيش بديل
خليكى عايشه سارحه تايها فـ دايسا فـ حواراتك
خليكى ماشيه ناسيه كون وجود انا فـ حياتك
لآ مش هيا دى اللى قلبى عشنها دق
لأ والف لأ لسه ليا عندك حق
نبع جف من عميلك فيا شيطان قدامك رق
حد شالك من عـ الاض يبقا جزاته يتساب
ليه دانتى حتا حد سطور كلامى خساره فيه
عزبتيه دوقتيه المرار شاف ايام معاكى كنتى فيها بتقتليه
بـ البطئ غدرتى بيه وجرحتيه قسمتى قلبه وجيتى عليه
بنيتى قصر وهديتيه وعشمتيه قوام بعتيه
والتمثليه باين دورك فيها بـ المقاس احساس
احساس مفيش دى شربتنى المر فـ كاس
كنت فاكرك حته ماس طلعتى تراب عليه يتداس
قصه باينه جوا كتاب واحده كان طبعها قالاب
تكتب سطر وتسيب سطر عامله فاصل للاسباب
فـ بتتحول لـ اكتئاب الصوره هنا مش زى هناك
مـ اللى ساب عمره ما هيحس نفس احساس اللى اتساب

I'm Tha Joker

The repression has reached its limit within my own self,
The act, with its bad response, defends itself and speaks of tears on the cheek.
You grow distant as you get closer, and you offer no support,
I pour my affection into a heart devoid of feelings, empty.
I cry tears on the lines and tell myself there's no return,
I pour myself a cup of bitterness and say, "The desired is forbidden."
I never imagined we would reach the point we're at today,
I called for death so many times, but it seems it hasn't heard me.
I lived to protect her, she was a warrior, her colors have changed,
Where is the love when palaces you built to inhabit are destroyed?
I draw her in every thought, between the lines, on every page,
I see her in every person, in everything, in every moment.
The bite of a snake brings pain and makes you cry blood,
So sorrow settles after repression within my veins and spreads poison.
Yes, I say I hate you, I left my heart stuck in loving you,
A lying entity, a failed scenario, on a canvas I won't paint you anymore.
A clear story within a book, a woman whose nature was a mold,
Writing a line, leaving a line, making a space for reasons.
Turning into depression, the picture here isn't like there,
The one who left will never feel the same feeling as the one who was left.
Repression embroidered on the lines when I became depressed,
I lost a part of me, it calmed down, what was between us wasn't the time.
Someone, and this someone, this someone, left someone, pulled,
Someone tried, someone got cold, gave a reason, waited for someone,
Didn't pass, waiting for your response for years, it doesn't come,
Present, absent, disappearing, but don't disappear from me.
And whenever your name runs through my bloodstream, you lie,
You reflect the truth as a trick that I failed to love you.
Oh pen, invade the past and water every line with its blood,
If Shahriyar, the writer, hadn't left the depths, he would have killed him.
I confirm that sorrows were created on paper,
Proof that the peak of the volcano is frozen flame.
Tear her ears, let her know that the lines cried, living them,
The melody played by my heart bled, the painting unified its colors.
I ask her, who weighs down with the blood of his heart?
Who sold his happiness but betrayal was its price?
A clear story within a book, a woman whose nature was a mold,
Writing a line, leaving a line, making a space for reasons.
Turning into depression, the picture here isn't like there,
The one who left will never feel the same feeling as the one who was left.
Ungrateful, you're a slave, I'm the prince,
The one who rules, no matter who rules after, there's no alternative to his rule.
Stay lost, wandering in your own world, in your conversations,
Keep walking, forgetting that I exist in your life.
No, this isn't the one my heart beat for,
No, and a thousand no's, I still have a right with you.
A spring dried up from your actions towards me, a devil in front of you is dancing,
Whoever lifted you from the dust, his reward is to be left behind.
Why are you even someone worthy of the lines of my words?
You tortured him, made him taste bitterness, he saw days with you where you were killing him.
Slowly you betrayed him, wounded him, broke his heart and came at him,
You built a palace and demolished it, gave him hope and then sold it,
And the acting is clear, your role in it with the measure of feeling,
Feeling? There's none, you made me drink bitterness in a cup,
I thought you were a piece of diamond, you turned out to be dirt to be trampled on.
A clear story within a book, a woman whose nature was a mold,
Writing a line, leaving a line, making a space for reasons.
Turning into depression, the picture here isn't like there,
The one who left will never feel the same feeling as the one who was left.