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Bath Room

眠れないのは何故？ 静けさに酔いしれてた
湿った部屋で一人また 口ずさめば虚しく
眠れないのは何故？ あなたが見えたから
視点は濡れた床 あぁ 頭をかしげて眠ってる

知りたくもないような現実にただ無感情で
声も出さずずっと 瞬きすら忘れて あなたに見蕩れていた

眠ってしまいたい 目覚めだけを恐れて
全てを忘れたい あぁ 身勝手な戯言ね
あなたの名前を呼ぶ 寡黙に気がふれる
痩せた肩を掴み叫んだ か細過ぎた温もりに

知りたくもないような現実に深く心溺れ
唇を噛み堪えた涙さえ 意味が無いと知った

立ち尽くす僕の背後の声
吐き出す理由など どうでもよかった
ただ 目の前のあなたがとても寂しそうな顔で
何一つ出来なかった 自分を死ぬ程憎んだ

名前をくれた唯一のあなたへ このまま傍に居てくれないか
そう 僕にとって最初で最後の優しき 母

白い壁にそっと 真っ赤な絵の具であなたを縁取った
まだ暖かい頬をすり寄せて 静かに笑ってみせよう
大粒の涙があなたと重なって 一つになれた気がした
目蓋を閉じ 温もりが消える頃 僕はあなたの傍で

Bath Room

Why can't I sleep? I was getting lost in the silence.
Alone in this damp room, humming a tune, only to feel empty.
Why can't I sleep? Because I saw you.
My gaze falls upon the wet floor, and you're there, sleeping with your head tilted.

I'm numb to the reality I don't want to know.
I don't even speak, I forget to even blink, I was mesmerized by you.

I want to fall asleep, I'm afraid of waking up.
I want to forget everything, ah, it's a selfish whim, isn't it?
I call your name, my mind races in silence.
I grab your thin shoulders and scream, your warmth was too fragile.

I'm drowning in the reality I don't want to know, my heart is lost.
Even the tears I bite back, I know they mean nothing.

Your voice behind me, I stand still.
The reasons I spit out, they don't matter.
You were right in front of me, with such a lonely face.
I couldn't do a thing, I hated myself to death.

To you, the only one who gave me a name, can't you stay by my side?
You are the first and last kind mother to me.

I gently outline you on the white wall with red paint.
I'll press my still-warm cheek against yours and smile silently.
The large tears merge with you, I feel like we've become one.
I close my eyelids, as your warmth fades, I'll be by your side.