Paroles et traduction Tohir Sodiqov - Sevaman Jonim

Sevaman Jonim

Necha bor sevmayman deb men o′zimga,
Shuncha bor adashdim boqib ko'zingga.
Yana sen, yana sening vasling aqlu-xayolimda,
Sen o′chmas yagona mavzuyimsan umrimda.

Shoirlikda yo'qdir ma'no, aniqdir yozganlarim,
Oddiyroqdir qo′shig′im ham, balki yoqmaydi.
Tasvirlashga so'zim yo′q, baholashga o'rin yo′q,
Orzu qilsam umid yo'q, o′zgarmasin hech narsa.

Sevaman, bu yetmaydi, bilaman,
Sevaman, ishonmaysan, bilaman.

Yodimda so'nggi qilgan xatolarim,
Sevgi yo'q, ishonmanglar deganlarim.
Endi-chi, tanirmi bu ahvolda meni do′stlarim?
Tushunar yoki kularmikinlar, bilmadim.

Go′yoki zanjirband qalbim endi sening mehringga,
Ko'rinmas kishanlar solgan ajib sehringga.
Ta′riflashga o'rin yo′q, baholashgachi sovrin yo'q,
Bundan o′zga chora yo'q, o'zgarmasin hech narsa.

Sevaman, bu yetmaydi, bilaman,
Sevaman, ishonmaysan, bilaman.

Nahot menmas, kimdir o′zga
Asalim deb, seni erkalasa?
Alamdaman, sen befarqsan,
Kim bilansan?

Sevaman, bu yetmaydi, bilaman,
Sevaman, ishonmaysan, bilaman.

Adore You, My Dear

How many times have I vowed not to love you,
Only to glance at your eyes and forget my resolve.
Yet again, my thoughts are consumed by you,
You're the eternal flame that burns in my heart.

My words lack eloquence, they're simple and plain,
My song may not appeal to your refined taste.
I cannot describe or assess its worth,
My dreams are futile, nothing will change.

I love you, though it's not enough, I know,
I love you, yet you doubt me, I know.

I recall my past mistakes,
When I claimed love was a lie.
Will my friends recognize me in this state?
Will they understand or mock me?

As if my heart is shackled to your love,
Bound by invisible chains that cast a potent spell.
I cannot describe or assess its worth,
There is no other way, nothing will change.

I love you, though it's not enough, I know,
I love you, yet you doubt me, I know.

Do you imagine another
Could cherish you as I do?
I know you are indifferent,
Yet, whom do you love?

I love you, though it's not enough, I know,
I love you, yet you doubt me, I know.