Paroles et traduction Ummon Guruhi - Yuragimga

Yuragimga

Yuragingda, menga bo'lgan,
Hislar so'nibdi, oxir ko'rindi.
Men esa bilmay,
Ko'nglingga yo'l topib,
Hafa qildimmi deb, o'ylardim.
Yo'q, bu shunchaki baxona,
Oraga qo'shib ora,
Izlaydi aybni mendan.
Aybim bo'lsaydi zora,
Ovora bo'lma bo'ldi.
Qalbim dardga to'ldi.
Aybim ne deb so'rasam,
Siltalab ketdi qo'li.
Yuragimga kirib olib,
Umid uyg'otib so'ngra
Parcha-parcha qildi ketdida.
Yuragimga kirib olib,
Umid uyg'otib so'ngra
Nimta-nimta qildi ketdida.
Tabibga bordim so'rab yordam,
Tabib dedi men ham senday oddiy odam.
Bu dardga davo topolmagan olimlar ham,
Shu qatorida topa olmasam kerak men ham.
Tabibdan foyda yo'q, shoshib qaytaman uyga.
Bu boshimga qo'ngan og'riq, go'yo bir umrga.
Qayga ketding endi chiroyligim.
San bilan o'tib ketdi, afsus mani yoshligim.
Uzun yo'llar, baland tog'lar ko'rinar.
O'sha tog'dagi daraxtman, barglarim to'kilar.
Barglar esa sani manga bo'lgan mehring.
Kundan kunga tobora kamayib borar ular.
Qilmaysan qo'ng'iroq, topib bir imkon.
Topib sabab bo'laylik yana deb yonma-yon.
Yoki kerakmasmi qaytsa o'sha on.
O'sha ifor, o'sha baxt, o'sha zamon.
Yuragimda, bo'm-bo'sh xona,
Na sen, na kimdir bordir unda.
Faqat qora tog', tog'lardan balandroq.
Favvoralar kabi, otiladi azob.
Bu shunchaki azobmas,
Lat yeganday bo'lmas.
Har-hil dorilar bilan,
Uni davolab bo'lmas.
Ovora bo'lma bo'ldi,
Qalbim dardga to'ldi.
Aybim ne deb so'rasam,
Siltalab ketdi qo'li.
Yuragimga kirib olib,
Umid uyg'otib so'ngra
Parcha-parcha qildi ketdida.
Yuragimga kirib olib,
Umid uyg'otib so'ngra
Nimta-nimta qildi ketdida.

My Heart

In your heart, towards me,
Your feelings have faded, it's finally clear.
But I didn't know,
Finding my way to your heart,
I wondered if I had offended you.
No, this is just an excuse,
Again and again,
She looks for fault in me.
If I were at fault, she would be relentless,
She would not be unfeeling.
My heart is filled with pain.
When I asked her what my fault was,
She flicked her hand away.
Entering my heart,
Igniting hope and then
She shattered it into pieces and left.
Entering my heart,
Igniting hope and then
She tore it into pieces and left.
I went to the doctor for help,
The doctor said I am an ordinary man like him.
Scholars have not found a cure for this pain,
In that line, I should not find one either.
There is no use in the doctor, I'll hurry home.
This pain that has settled in my head, as if for a lifetime.
Where have you gone now, my beauty.
With you, my youth has passed, alas, my youth.
Long roads, high mountains will be seen.
On that mountain, I am a tree, my leaves will fall.
And the leaves are your love for me.
Day by day, they will gradually decrease.
You do not call, finding a way.
Finding a way to be together again,
Or do you not want that moment to return.
That happiness, that joy, that time.
In my heart, an empty room,
Neither you nor anyone else is there.
Only a dark mountain, taller than mountains.
Like fountains, agony rushes.
This is not just agony,
It's like consuming poison.
With all kinds of medicine,
It cannot be cured.
She would not be unfeeling,
My heart is filled with pain.
When I asked her what my fault was,
She flicked her hand away.
Entering my heart,
Igniting hope and then
She shattered it into pieces and left.
Entering my heart,
Igniting hope and then
She tore it into pieces and left.