Paroles et traduction Xhuzer feat. Zckrap - No es nada fácil

No es nada fácil

No es nada fácil estar a mi lado
Y querer quererme, aunque me haga daño
No es nada fácil decirte que te amo
Y aunque lo intento no puedo lograrlo
No es nada fácil estar encerrado
Entre cuatro paredes siempre medicado
Con miedo a tener uno que otro episodio
Y por leve que sea no poder controlarlo

No es nada fácil estar a mi lado
Y querer quererme, aunque me haga daño
No es nada fácil decirte que te amo
Y aunque lo intento no puedo lograrlo
No es nada fácil estar encerrado
Entre cuatro paredes siempre medicado
Con miedo a tener uno que otro episodio
Y por leve que sea no poder controlarlo

No es nada fácil ser como yo
Quise mejorar y no funcionó
Sólo lloro con roto corazón
Con razón la emoción sólo se apagó

No es nada fácil estar aquí
Entre cuatro paredes buscando salir
Intentando todo, buscando mil modos
Y en todo fracasar y no ser feliz

No es nada fácil que seas mi pareja
Y menos si sólo soy yo quien tropieza
Vivo sintiendo que falta una pieza
Y uno que otro tornillo en la cabeza

No es nada fácil estar aguantando
Cada mirada si voy caminando
Ya desde cuando lo estoy intentando
Busco ser feliz y no puedo lograrlo

Estoy intentando y no puedo lograr
Estoy cansado de no ser normal
Quisiera calmar mi maldita ansiedad
Y tan sólo un minuto sentirme en paz

No es nada fácil tener un trastorno
Y ser dominado por cada episodio
No es nada fácil para quien me quiere
Porque en ese rato sólo les doy odio

Busco ser más feliz que nunca
Viendo el pasado todo se me trunca
¿Que cómo estoy? Eso no se pregunta
Mira la angustia, toda se me junta

Quisiera darte sólo un abrazo
No es nada fácil con afecto escaso
Sigo mi paso directo al ocaso
Vivo sintiendo en mi cuello un lazo

No es nada fácil estar a mi lado
Y querer quererme, aunque me haga daño
No es nada fácil decirte que te amo
Y aunque lo intento no puedo lograrlo
No es nada fácil estar encerrado
Entre cuatro paredes siempre medicado
Con miedo a tener uno que otro episodio
Y por leve que sea no poder controlarlo

No es nada fácil estar a mi lado
Y querer quererme, aunque me haga daño
No es nada fácil decirte que te amo
Y aunque lo intento no puedo lograrlo
No es nada fácil estar encerrado
Entre cuatro paredes siempre medicado
Con miedo a tener uno que otro episodio
Y por leve que sea no poder controlarlo

Ni siquiera yo me entiendo
Soy un loco solitario que miente al estar sonriendo
Me ves frío y te comprendo
La soledad me arropó y me quitó los sentimientos

No soy como los demás
Me di cuenta cuando nadie se acercaba a platicar
Me volví anti social cuando empecé a notar
El rechazo de la gente

Quiero ser normal, así como tú lo eres
Pero la ansiedad me mata y por eso duele
Siempre me pregunto por qué soy tan diferente
Y es que no me dejan esas voces en mi mente

Quiero sonreír, así como otros sonríen
Quiero ser feliz vivir, así como otros viven
Quisiera sentir la alegría y reírme
Porque me cansé de solamente vivir triste

Porque hay personas ya no están
Por mi trastorno de mi se alejaron
Vienen corriendo y corriendo se van
Todo es por mi yo no puedo culparlos

Quisiera un día ser alguien normal
Y que esas voces me dejen en paz
Que las personas ya no sienten miedo
Se acerquen a mí y quieran conversar

Quisiera un día levantar la cara
Ver a los ojos a aquel que me hable
Ya no ser frío con la que me ama
Salir del cuarto y ya nunca encerrarme

Quisiera un día ignorar esas voces
Poder pintar mi mundo de colores
Quisiera un día poderlo intentar
Tal vez así dejaré de llorar

No es nada fácil estar a mi lado
Y querer quererme, aunque me haga daño
No es nada fácil decirte que te amo
Y aunque lo intento no puedo lograrlo
No es nada fácil estar encerrado
Entre cuatro paredes siempre medicado
Con miedo a tener uno que otro episodio
Y por leve que sea no poder controlarlo

No es nada fácil estar a mi lado
Y querer quererme, aunque me haga daño
No es nada fácil decirte que te amo
Y aunque lo intento no puedo lograrlo
No es nada fácil estar encerrado
Entre cuatro paredes siempre medicado
Con miedo a tener uno que otro episodio
Y por leve que sea no poder controlarlo

It's not easy at all

It's not easy at all to be by my side
And to want to love me, even if I hurt you
It's not easy at all to tell you I love you
And even though I try, I can't do it
It's not easy at all to be locked up
Within four walls, always medicated
Afraid of having an episode or two
And no matter how mild it is, not being able to control it

It's not easy at all to be by my side
And to want to love me, even if I hurt you
It's not easy at all to tell you I love you
And even though I try, I can't do it
It's not easy at all to be locked up
Within four walls, always medicated
Afraid of having an episode or two
And no matter how mild it is, not being able to control it

It's not easy at all to be like me
I wanted to get better and it didn't work
I just cry with a broken heart
With reason, the emotion just faded away

It's not easy at all to be here
Within four walls looking for a way out
Trying everything, looking for a thousand ways
And failing at everything and not being happy

It's not easy at all for you to be my partner
And even less so if I'm the only one who stumbles
I live feeling like a piece is missing
And a screw or two loose in my head

It's not easy at all to put up with
Every look if I'm walking
I've been trying for a while now
I'm looking to be happy and I can't achieve it

I'm trying and I can't achieve
I'm tired of not being normal
I wish I could calm my damn anxiety
And just for a minute feel at peace

It's not easy at all to have a disorder
And be dominated by every episode
It's not easy at all for those who love me
Because at that moment I only give them hatred

I'm looking to be happier than ever
Looking at the past, everything is truncated
How am I? That's not a question to ask
Look at the anguish, it all comes together

I just want to give you a hug
It's not easy at all with scarce affection
I follow my path straight to sunset
I live feeling a noose around my neck

It's not easy at all to be by my side
And to want to love me, even if I hurt you
It's not easy at all to tell you I love you
And even though I try, I can't do it
It's not easy at all to be locked up
Within four walls, always medicated
Afraid of having an episode or two
And no matter how mild it is, not being able to control it

It's not easy at all to be by my side
And to want to love me, even if I hurt you
It's not easy at all to tell you I love you
And even though I try, I can't do it
It's not easy at all to be locked up
Within four walls, always medicated
Afraid of having an episode or two
And no matter how mild it is, not being able to control it

I don't even understand myself
I'm a lonely madman who lies when I'm smiling
You see me cold and I understand you
Loneliness tucked me in and took away my feelings

I'm not like the others
I realized when no one came near to talk
I became antisocial when I started to notice
People's rejection

I want to be normal, just like you are
But anxiety is killing me and that's why it hurts
I always ask myself why I'm so different
And it's because those voices in my head won't let me

I want to smile, just like others smile
I want to be happy to live, just like others live
I would like to feel joy and laugh
Because I'm tired of just living sad

Because there are people who are no longer here
Because of my disorder they moved away from me
They come running and running they go
It's all because of me, I can't blame them

I wish one day I could be someone normal
And that those voices leave me alone
That people are no longer afraid
Come up to me and want to talk

I wish one day I could lift my face
Look into the eyes of the one who speaks to me
No longer be cold with the one who loves me
Leave the room and never lock myself up again

I wish one day I could ignore those voices
Be able to paint my world with colors
I wish one day I could try
Maybe that way I'll stop crying

It's not easy at all to be by my side
And to want to love me, even if I hurt you
It's not easy at all to tell you I love you
And even though I try, I can't do it
It's not easy at all to be locked up
Within four walls, always medicated
Afraid of having an episode or two
And no matter how mild it is, not being able to control it

It's not easy at all to be by my side
And to want to love me, even if I hurt you
It's not easy at all to tell you I love you
And even though I try, I can't do it
It's not easy at all to be locked up
Within four walls, always medicated
Afraid of having an episode or two
And no matter how mild it is, not being able to control it