Paroles et traduction YU-A - 30 -My Thirty-

30 -My Thirty-

あと24时间で30になる
女の30の壁は何故か凄く高い
1日でなにかが変わるわけじゃないけど
何かが変わるような気もする
想像してた30歳とは违うけど
今ある自分も自由も嫌いじゃない
平均点位の充実感はきっとある
10代で何も持たずに希望だけ持って上京して
梦见た道を 伤付いた事さえ気付かずに突っ走ってきた
キラキラした梦何処までも蝶々みたいに追いかけて可爱かった
20代 思いどおりになんていかなくて
何度大人をキレさせてきただろう
自分は正义だって自分のエゴぶちまけて
裸の王様みたいに胸张って
当たり前に周りにも世间にもボコボコに溃されて
自分って存在さえ危うくなって
それでもほんの少しだけ残ってる自信を
消えないように 消えないように 守ってきたんだ
梦见たTeenage 叹きのTwenty's
まだリアルじゃないMy Thirty's
何が変わる？ 何が终わる？
まだ怖くても
见えない何かに怯えてるよりも
歩きだそうMy 30th Birthday
恋だって人并みにしてきた
最后の彼とはきっと结婚するって思ってたし
ちらほらそんな话も出てた 顺调だった
仕事が忙しくなるとお互い思うことがあっても
后回しにしてきた结果、终わった
「好きかどうかわかんなくなった。」だって
唯一の支えだったのに
もう少し2人の时间が取れてたら今顷结婚してたかな？
あなたとの道を选んでたら普通に幸せだったと思う
でも私は选べなかった 梦と结婚どっちだって失いたくなかった
これから30に向かう私は1人でも笑ってられるかな？
无邪気なTeenage 伤迹Twenty's
自分爱したいよMy Thirty's
梦の続き 追いかけても
恋を见つけても
后悔ないよう 生きたいと愿う
一人の夜My 30th Birthday
たったひとつ 普通にひとつ
歳を重ねるの それだけ
何が変わる？ 何が终わる？
まだ怖くても
见えない何かに怯えてるよりも
歩きだそうMy 30th Birthday
见えない未来に叹くより 今を大事に生きていきたい
戻れない过去を悔やむより 未来に希望を持っていたい
不安 悩み 后悔 希望 梦 全てを抱きしめて
一歩ずつ歩いて行こうと思う

30 -My Thirty-

My thirty's birthday is in just 24 hours
Women's 30s are said to be hard. Why is that?
I don't think anything will change overnight,
But I feel like something might.
I'm not the 30-year-old I imagined,
But I don't hate my current self or my freedom.
I think I'm about average,
I came to Tokyo when I was a teenager with nothing but dreams,
And I ran down the path of my dreams without realizing that I was getting hurt.
My dreams used to sparkle like butterflies that were flying everywhere,
My twenties didn't go as I planned,
I must have made adults so mad
Thinking I was right and making a fuss,
Like a naked king with his chest puffed out.
Then, society and everyone around me beat me up,
And my very existence was in jeopardy.
But I still had a shred of confidence that I protected
So that it wouldn't disappear, so that it wouldn't disappear.
My teenage years were a dream, My twenties were filled with sorrow,
My thirties are still not real, My Thirty's
What will change? What will end?
It scares me still,
But instead of being afraid of the invisible,
Let's start walking, My 30th Birthday
I've been in love like everyone else,
I thought my last boyfriend and I would get married,
We were talking about it sometimes, things were going smoothly.
But when work got busy, we had things on our minds,
And we put things off, and then it was over.
He said, "I don't know if I love you anymore.
He was my one and only support.
If we had spent a little more time together, would we be married by now?
I think I would have been happy if I had chosen his path.
But I couldn't choose, I didn't want to lose my dreams or my marriage,
I wonder if I'll be able to laugh on my own as I head towards 30
My teenage years were innocent, My twenties were painful,
I want to love myself, My Thirty's
Even if chasing my dreams,
Even if finding love,
I want to live without regrets
My 30th Birthday alone at night
Just one thing, just one thing,
I get a little older, that's all.
What will change? What will end?
It scares me still,
But instead of being afraid of the invisible,
Let's start walking, My 30th Birthday
Than lamenting an invisible future, I want to cherish the present.
Than regretting an irretrievable past, I want to have hope in the future.
Anxieties, worries, regrets, hopes, dreams, all these things together,
I think I'll go on, one step at a time.