Paroles et traduction Zemlja Gruva - Nisam znala da sam ovo htela

Nisam znala da sam ovo htela

Dugo
Dugo nisam bila sama
Baš sama, baš sa sobom
Pa da razmišljam o sutra
I da samo ležim
Gledam kako se kreće po plafonu
Svetlo što se odbija od ulice

Ispred mene je bilo hiljadu izbora
Nepredvidivi spoj
Berlin i znoj
A onda setim se
Ja sam samo ja i strah me tog ishoda
Mada, kad dođe on
Shvatim, on je moj dom
Tu mi je najbolje

Dušo, nekad mislim kako ovaj život stran mi je
Kao da je neko drugi na mestu mome
Pustim se da odem malo, ali brzo vratim se
Sve što imamo, za mene je najbolje moguće

Tako lepo bilo je kad samo izađem iz kuće
I da niko ne zna gde sam ceo dan
Idem, idem
Nosi me slučaj do slučaja
Pređem pola Beograda tada

Ispred mene je bilo hiljadu izbora
Neizvesnost za kraj
Afrika, maj
A onda setim se
Jedan život živim
Drugi mislim i to su dva
Onaj što mislim htela bih, al′ neću da živim
Sama sam birala

Dušo, nekad mislim kako sve što činim čudno je
Kao da je neko drugi na mestu mome
Čini mi se, da sam drugde, bilo bi zabavnije
Čini mi se da je tuđe bolje od mojeg

Dušo, nekad mislim kako ovaj život stran mi je
Kao da je neko drugi na mestu mome
Pustim se da odem malo, ali brzo vratim se
Sve što imamo, za mene je najbolje moguće

Ne menjam se
A da si me pitao ranije
Nikad ne bih rekla da je sve
Što sada imam najbolje moguće
Ne menjam se
Šta god da mi nudiš, ne
Čak i da mi daš, što sam htela pre
Ne menjam se
Ne menjam se
A da si me pitao ranije
Nikad ne bih rekla da je sve
Što sada imam najbolje moguće
Ne menjam se
Šta god da mi nudiš, ne
Čak i da mi daš, što sam htela pre
Ne menjam se

I Never Knew That This Is What I Wanted

Long time
I’ve been alone for so long
By myself, alone with just myself
So that I could think about tomorrow
And just lie down
I watch the light bounce off the ceiling
From the street

There were a thousand choices in front of me
An unpredictable combination
Berlin and sweat
But then I remember
I am just me and I fear that outcome
Although, when he comes
I realize, he’s my home
I’m most comfortable with him

Sweetheart, I sometimes think that this life is strange for me
As if someone else were in my place
I let myself go for a bit, but I’m quick to return
Everything we have is the best that could happen for me

It was so nice when I would just leave the house
And that no one knew where I was all day
I’d go, I’d go
Take me from one event to the next
I’d walk halfway across Belgrade

There were a thousand choices in front of me
Uncertainty as the end
Africa, mom
But then I remember
I live one life
I think of another and that makes two
The one I think of, I would like it, but I don’t want to live it
I made the choice myself

Sweetheart, I sometimes think that everything I do is strange
As if someone else were in my place
I think that if I were somewhere else, it would be more fun
I think that what’s someone else’s is better than what’s mine

Sweetheart, I sometimes think that this life is strange for me
As if someone else were in my place
I let myself go for a bit, but I’m quick to return
Everything we have is the best that could happen for me

I won’t change
But if you’d asked me earlier
I would have never said that everything
That I have now is the best that could be
I won’t change
Whatever you offer me, no
Even if you give me what I wanted before
I won’t change
I won’t change
But if you’d asked me earlier
I would have never said that everything
That I have now is the best that could be
I won’t change
Whatever you offer me, no
Even if you give me what I wanted before
I won’t change