Paroles et traduction 江美琪 - 好勝心

好勝心

桌上的生日晚餐
是我獨角戲裡 特寫鏡
從前我們靠得 那麼近
再拉開到 孤單的身影

越是顯得自信
把問題都拋在遠遠地
卻在每次重新分析的答案裡
又再推翻我自己

這美好的天氣 感傷是不被允許
我不能再揮霍
誰又再忍受我的任性

我拆開 每一個
脆弱的 倔強言語 隨心所欲的自己
反駁了 然後呢
為什麼 爭吵只能 用淚水來喊停
我想念 每一個
失眠夜 你總可以 都讓我痊癒
我的好勝心
我並不想珍惜

我找不到偏方
自尊又再誘發壞脾氣
沉默像是擴散的過敏
抓痕疊成綿延的丘陵

蒐集每顆流星
許願能回到 最初相遇
不會為了證明我的無聊勝利
卻又輸了最珍惜

我拆開 每一個
脆弱的 倔強言語 隨心所欲的自己
反駁了 然後呢
為什麼 爭吵只能 用淚水來喊停
我想念 每一個
失眠夜 你總可以 都讓我痊癒
我的好勝心
我並不想珍惜

我拆開 每一個
脆弱的 倔強言語 隨心所欲的自己
反駁了 然後呢
為什麼 現在不能 將淚水都喊停
我討厭 每一次
明明 對你 最在意 卻不肯傾聽 別離我遠去
好勝心 我並不想珍惜
我的好勝心
把我留在原地

Competitive Spirit

Birthday dinner on the table
Is a close-up shot in my one-man show
Previously, we were so close
Now it's only a lonely figure

Acting even more confident
Casting all problems far away
But in every new analysis of the answers
I end up refuting myself

In this beautiful weather, sadness is not allowed
I can't be extravagant anymore
Who would tolerate my willfulness

I take apart each
Vulnerable and stubborn word, acting as I please
Refuting it, and then what
Why can arguing only
I miss each
Sleepless night, when you were always there to heal me
My competitive spirit
I don't want to cherish

I can't find a cure
Self-esteem triggers my bad temper
Silence is like a spreading allergy
Scratches form into rolling hills

Collecting every shooting star
Wishing to return to the first meeting
Not to prove my meaningless victory
And lose the most precious

I take apart each
Vulnerable and stubborn word, acting as I please
Refuting it, and then what
Why can arguing only
I miss each
Sleepless night, when you were always there to heal me
My competitive spirit
I don't want to cherish

I take apart each
Vulnerable and stubborn word, acting as I please
Refuting it, and then what
Why can't I stop
I hate every time
Obviously you are the most important to me, but I refuse to listen. Leave me alone
Competitive spirit, I don't want to cherish
My competitive spirit
Leave me here