あとのうた - back number traduction en anglais

あとのうた

君の家までの道を決して通らないように
君とよく行った店を見ないように
君の好きだったあの歌に耳をふさいで
君を好きだった自分に蓋をして

思い出さないように細心の注意を払って
疲れて眠って目が覚めて
君に会いたくなる

僕は君を大切にしていたんだ 本当だって
信じられなかった君のせいだって

君に借りたものはまだ
返せずにしまったままで
君にもらった服も捨てられないままで
君の口癖が移ったまま抜けてくれなくて
どんなふうに嘆いたって
結局は君の事ばっかりだなぁ

そうさ何十年も
同じ気持ちではいられないのなら
今すぐこの気持ちも消えてくれていいのに

僕は少し強くなって生きてるんだ
本当だって 君がいなくたって大丈夫なんだ
それに今君を考えているのだって
引きずっていれば削れてなくなるって
計算の上さ

ああこんなにも１日は長いのか
ああ僕はただ揺るがないこの悲しみを 君に

僕は君を大切にしていたんだ 本当だって
信じられなかった君のせいだって
それに君が大切にしてくれていたのだって
本当は知ってたんだ どうせならもっと

ちゃんと言えばよかった
君に言えばよかった 君も僕もちゃんと
想い合っているって
ちゃんと言えばよかった
ちゃんと言えばよかった

The Song After

I'll never walk by the road to your house again,
I'll avoid the store that we used to go,
I'll shut my ears to the songs that you loved,
I'll close my eyes to the memories that we shared.

I'll be so careful not to remember,
But I'll get tired and I'll fall asleep,
And I'll wake up missing you.

I really did cherish you, you know.
But you didn't believe me, and that's what hurt me.

I still have the things you lent me,
I haven't been able to give them back.
I still have the clothes you gave me, I can't throw them away,
Your catchphrases are stuck in my mouth, I can't shake them.
No matter how much I cry or complain,
In the end, all I think about is you.

Yeah, even after all these years,
My feelings won't go away. If they're not going to,
Then I wish they would just disappear right now.

I've gotten a little stronger. I can live my life now without you,
That's really true. Even though you're not here, I'm okay.
And even though I'm thinking about you right now,
I'm just doing it to pass the time, to wear you down,
To make sure that my feelings fade away.

Oh, why are the days so long?
What can I do but wallow in this unshakeable sadness?

I really did cherish you, you know,
But you didn't believe me, and that's what hurt me.
And I know that you cherished me too.
If only we had been more honest,

If only we had told each other,
You and me, that we really,
Loved each other.
If only we had been more honest,
If only we had been more honest.