Paroles et traduction DAOKO - おちゃらけたよ

おちゃらけたよ

渋滞した脳幹に囁やけば 勝算なんか冗談にして
好感を買えるのは 余裕かどうか必死かどうか
どちらかなんだ
どんな気持ちで居たらいいんだろうね
外に出たら明るくて冷たくて おちゃらけたよ
死ぬ程なんて 死んでから言ってくれないか
爽快なやつを頼むよ
カッといってクッと見渡せるやつを
今日もシャワーで実像の汚れを落とそう
排水口から逃げ出すことはできなそう
「何もかもなくなれば！」と滅亡を願っても
数分後には笑えるよ 熱量 漏れ出す疫病
どんな気持ちで居たらいいんだろうね
外に出たら明るくて冷たくて おちゃらけたよ
どんな言葉で言えばいいんだろうね
街に出たら賑わいと酸欠で おちゃらけたよ
ひとりで喚く力も
いつのまにかなくなっていた
見透かしたような言葉で
わたしを閉じ込めて 何が楽しいの？
どんな気持ちで居たらいいんだろうね
外に出たら明るくて冷たくて おちゃらけたよ
どんな言葉で言えばいいんだろうね
街に出たら賑わいと酸欠で おちゃらけたよ

Dumbfounded

If I whisper to my congested brainstem, playing around with the odds
Winning over someone's favor depends on, being at ease or being desperate,
One of the two.
What kind of mindset should I have, I wonder?
Stepping outside, it's bright and cold, so I act like a clown.
If it's to the point of death, can't you tell me after I'm dead?
Give me something refreshing,
Something I can take in with a glance.
Today, I'll wash away the dirt of my true form in the shower,
But it seems I can't escape through the drain.
Even if I wish for "everything to just disappear!" and hope for the end,
In a few minutes, I'll be laughing, heat - the plague that spills out.
What kind of mindset should I have, I wonder?
Stepping outside, it's bright and cold, so I act like a clown.
What kind of words should I say, I wonder?
Venturing into town, amidst the hustle and bustle, feeling suffocated, I act like a clown.
The strength to cry out alone
somehow vanished.
With words that seem to see right through me,
You've locked me up, what's the fun in that?
What kind of mindset should I have, I wonder?
Stepping outside, it's bright and cold, so I act like a clown.
What kind of words should I say, I wonder?
Venturing into town, amidst the hustle and bustle, feeling suffocated, I act like a clown.