paroles de chanson Halo - not Robert Barnes

I've been at war
Fear my subconscious
Turn off all my thoughts
I'm hiding too much in my closet
These skeletons coming for more
They're haunting me back where I sleep
I'm wearing a mask filled with thorns
And playing the role to a tee
But I wish anybody but me
Could feel like stone
Beside you I feel my lungs let go

Call an S.O.S
I need get better
Under duress
Feeling untethered
S.O.S
We said forever
I never meant it

My smiling and my suffering's the same to you
You never said it but I think your mind's made up, now
I've been wasting days on you
Pretending you're an angel
Think I see your halo
Underneath the plans you drew
Never gave a damn where I'd end up, now
Love is just a game, you lose
Well I'm not tryna play like everything's okay, when I'm feeling numb

Even monsters have friends in the dark
Hearing voices instead of my heartbeat
Conversations I can't be a part
Always crowding me out like a black sheep
Ethylbenzene
Burning up in my veins
Clawing up in my brain
Blowing up I'm unchanged
Falling out of the frame
Growing up all the same like
It's okay if we keep going different ways
I'm working on myself and hoping you can say the same

If I've been a fool
I don't know if I'd even know
Cause everyone thinks that they're smarter than everyone else
And I know that it's false
When I wasn't sure, well, you told me
When I'm insecure you would hold me
And now I'm all lost in this moment
Promises made are the promises broken

My smiling and my suffering's the same to you
You never said it but I think your mind's made up, now
I've been wasting days on you
Pretending you're an angel
Think I see your halo
Underneath the plans you drew
Never gave a damn where I'd end up, now
Love is just a game you lose
And I'm not tryna play, like
Everything's okay, when I'm feeling numb

I'm missing minutes in my memories
And talking bout forgiveness when it's plain to see
You ain't no friend to me
Taking all my dopamine
Setting boundaries
You've been trying to contravene, yeah
You're a masterpiece, Self-proclaimed, untouchable
I'm a cavity, venom in your glycerol
But don't you know your wings were never made of gold
Keep pushing poison down the rabbit hole