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Darenosei

手を 隠した袖は汚れていた
どうか 構わず お先へと

手を 伸ばすのにはあたいしなくて
最初っからわかってる
堂々と笑ってる君が嫌いだ

認めた欠陥だらけの思考を責めて
これ以上私にどう向き合えばいい？
回避さえも

疲弊して嫌になって
受け入れて無意識にほら
笑顔だけ うまくなった

環境なんだって気が付いた
誰のせいにしていい？
仕方がない仕方がない
選べなかったなら

目の回りそうな言葉を明日もまた
理解できずに笑いかわすでしょう
ひどい愚痴は儚い絵にしよう

手が 綺麗と決めつけて理想を
どうして 簡単に押し付けるの

手が 開けば落書きを残して
前後ろわかんない
私に居場所を刻んだ

もう誰の芸術で
本物は死んでるの？
平気だった物さえも
今日急に無理になる

ねぇ普通ってどんなもの？
価値のある容器なの？
さしていらない
それ捨てて
また一人になって楽になる

認めた欠陥だらけの思考を責めて
これ以上私にどう向き合えばいい？
回避さえも

疲弊して嫌になって
受け入れて無意識にほら
笑顔だけ うまくなった

環境なんだって気が付いた
誰のせいにしていい？
仕方がない仕方がない
選べなかったなら

目の回りそうな言葉を明日もまた
理解できずに笑いかわすでしょう

演じてばっかの世界に残せるものはいったい何になるだろう
白い夢は儚い絵にしよう

Who Are You

My hands are hidden by my dirty sleeves
Please don't mind me, just go on ahead

My hands are too unworthy to reach out
I understood that from the start
I hate you for being able to smile so confidently

I blame my flawed and distorted thinking
How else am I supposed to deal with you?
Even avoidance is

Tiring and spiteful
So I accept it all and unknowingly
I become better at smiling

I've finally realized my surroundings
Whose fault is this?
It can't be helped, it can't be helped
If I couldn't choose

I'll hear those dizzying words again tomorrow
I'll smile, even though I don't understand
I'll turn my awful complaints into a fleeting picture

You've labeled my hands as ugly and claimed it's ideal
Why do you impose your standards so easily?

My open hands have been scribbled on
The before and after are all mixed up
They've etched a place for me to belong

Whose art is this anymore?
Has the real thing died?
Even the things I used to be okay with
Suddenly become unbearable today

Hey, what is normal anyway?
Is it a precious container?
I don't need it
I'll throw it away
And be alone and free again

I blame my flawed and distorted thinking
How else am I supposed to deal with you?
Even avoidance is

Tiring and spiteful
So I accept it all and unknowingly
I become better at smiling

I've finally realized my surroundings
Whose fault is this?
It can't be helped, it can't be helped
If I couldn't choose

I'll hear those dizzying words again tomorrow
I'll smile, even though I don't understand

What will become of all the pretending we do?
I'll turn my hollow dreams into a fleeting picture