Paroles et traduction たかやん - Killed by period pains and depression

Killed by period pains and depression

ただでさえ 死にたい意思を乗り超えて
笑いたいだけなのにね
ウザい しんどい 降りかかる
まあ、慣れやしないな
音楽と赤い液 流れてる
心 腹 ズキズキ痛む
不平等だしもういいよ 辛いよ 吐きそう

叫びを教えて 無理だけはしないで！
貴方は綺麗なままさ
泣き顔さえも美しいのさ
痛みにも耐えて 愛想振り撒いて
息をするだけで素晴らしいよ

「あいつは仲良くなれない」
「今は一人にさせて、願い」
昨日の自分とはもう別世界
イライラと不安で寝付けない ah
別に笑えなくて良い 抱えなくて良い
溜め込んで傷つけなくて良い
弱く気持ちを出せない性格も
個性で素敵 だから焦らないで

ただでさえ 死にたい意思を乗り超えて
笑いたいだけなのにね
ウザい しんどい 降りかかる
まあ、慣れやしないな
音楽と赤い液 流れてる
心 腹 ズキズキ痛む
不平等だしもういいよ 辛いよ 吐きそう

叫びを教えて 無理だけはしないで！
貴方は綺麗なままさ
泣き顔さえも美しいのさ
痛みにも耐えて 愛想振り撒いて
息をするだけで素晴らしいよ

Killed by period pains and depression

Despite my desire to die,
I just want to laugh.
It's annoying and painful, it keeps happening.
Well, I'll never get used to it.
Music and red liquid are flowing,
My heart and abdomen are throbbing with pain.
It's unfair, I'm tired of this. It's painful, I feel sick.

Please, teach me how to scream, but don't push yourself!
You are still beautiful,
Even your crying face is beautiful.
You endure the pain to smile,
Just breathing is amazing.

“We can't get close,”
“I wish you would leave me alone for now,”
My past self feels like a different world.
I can't sleep with irritation and anxiety. ah
It's okay not to laugh. It's okay not to hold on.
It's okay not to hurt yourself by holding it in.
Even a weak and sensitive personality
Is unique and wonderful. So don't worry.

Despite my desire to die,
I just want to laugh.
It's annoying and painful, it keeps happening.
Well, I'll never get used to it.
Music and red liquid are flowing,
My heart and abdomen are throbbing with pain.
It's unfair, I'm tired of this. It's painful, I feel sick.

Please, teach me how to scream, but don't push yourself!
You are still beautiful,
Even your crying face is beautiful.
You endure the pain to smile,
Just breathing is amazing.