Paroles et traduction 加藤達也 - 葛藤

葛藤

21年前のこんな朝 この世に命を預かって
光の世界あたたかい胸に抱かれてた
いつの間にかたった一人きり
容赦なく吹きぬける風
無駄に人を傷つけていたあの頃
こんな家に生まれて来たくはなかった
母の背中に吐き捨てて飛び出した夜
また今日も意味もなく急いでいる
失くして行くあのぬくもり
また明日も弱い自分を隠すのか
崩れそうに積み重なる無謀な日々
そして街は色を変えながら時は過ぎ
過去を悔やんだ
強がりだけじゃ生きられないとつぶやいて
流れ続ける雲を見上げて
心は空っぽになった
確かなものとはいったい何なのか
おまえらには社会にでる資格がない
冷たい廊下に響いた乾いた声
また今日も心が試されている
許し合い裏切られる
また明日も歩き捜し求めて行く
動かせない色褪せない強い証を
人の波と欲望になびくな
生き残れ溜息の街黒い都会で
また今日も答えをせまられている
失くしてく 未来と夢
また明日も弱い自分を隠すのか
崩れそうに積み重なる無謀な日々
また今日も心が試されている
許し合い裏切られる
また明日も歩き捜し求めて行く
動かせない色褪せない強い証しを

Struggle

21 years ago on a morning like this, I was born into this world,
Held in a warm embrace, safe in the light.
Before I knew it, I was all alone,
In the face of a relentless wind.
In those days, I hurt people for no reason.
I didn't want to be born into a family like this,
And one night, I spat those words at my mother's back and ran away.
Again today, I'm rushing around for no reason.
Losing the warmth I once had.
Will I keep hiding my weakness tomorrow, too?
My days are piling up, filled with recklessness, as if they might collapse at any moment.
And so the city changes color, time passes,
And I regret the past.
Muttering that I can't live on bravado alone,
I look up at the clouds drifting by,
And my heart empties.
What exactly is something I can be sure of?
You're not qualified to go out into the world.
A dry voice echoed through the cold hallway.
Once again, my heart is being tested.
I forgive and I'm betrayed.
Tomorrow, too, I will walk, searching for it.
Unwavering, unyielding, an enduring testament.
Don't be swayed by the masses and their desires.
Survive in this city of sighs and darkness.
Once again, I am pressed for an answer.
I'm losing my future and my dreams.
Will I keep hiding my weakness tomorrow, too?
My days are piling up, filled with recklessness, as if they might collapse at any moment.
Once again, my heart is being tested.
I forgive and I'm betrayed.
Tomorrow, too, I will walk, searching for it.
Unwavering, unyielding, an enduring testament.