Paroles et traduction 吳雨霏 - 失控

失控

抽出袋中香煙 你說已對厭 講得果斷
握得穩玻璃杯 我卻要應變 這種考驗
沒有事要眷戀 互相各不拖欠
若喝下這冷水 以後難見面

不必好心敷衍 我怕再聽見 諸多狡辯
終於分開歸家 我要喊要笑 不需可憐
害怕被你看扁 扮灑脫少不免
越冷靜越耗損 無力再去 沉著應戰 如擱淺

失控好 失控至可救活我
哭得夠悲壯 倦了嗎 才可以安睡嗎
遺物在腳下 焚為垃圾吧 重拾自尊嗎
憤怒夠嗎 (要下葬嗎) 軟弱夠嗎 (要自救吧)
要習慣嗎 總有牽掛

即使瘋瘋癲癲 我信你碰見 都不出現
深宵一點三點 你哪會似我 天天失眠
學你沒記性好 放低你的污染
被你浪費過的 明白要變 明白了更狂躁點

失控好 失控卻可浸沒我
哭得夠悲壯 倦了嗎 才可以安睡嗎
遺物在腳下 焚為垃圾吧 重拾自尊嗎
憤怒夠嗎 (要下葬嗎) 軟弱夠嗎 (要自救吧)
要習慣嗎 總有牽掛

有事才熱愛暴吃吧 真話
開心嗎 會輕松嗎
我為何被撇下還在丟架

失控好 失控至可救活我
可惜我收放 未到家 逃不過這 堤壩
懸崖在腳下 含著淚跳下 你放得開嗎
你內疚吧 (太笨了吧) 會在意嗎 (太笨了吧)
你沒有嗎 恐怕恐怕

(做對嗎) 解決嗎
(做錯嗎) 心痛嗎
(活過嗎) 總算造法

Out of Control

I took out a cigarette from my pocket, and you said you had had enough, determined
I held the glass firmly, but I needed to react, to this test
There's nothing to yearn for, no debts between us
If I drank this cold water, we might never see each other again

No need to give half-hearted comfort, I fear to hear more, excuses
We finally parted ways and went home, I must cry, must laugh, no need for pity
I'm afraid of you looking down upon me, I must act nonchalant, it's inevitable
The calmer I am, the more energy it costs, no strength to fight back, feel stranded

It's good to be out of control, out of control enough to redeem myself
Cried enough to be tragic, are you tired? Can I finally sleep peacefully?
The remains are at my feet, burn them with the trash, pick up my self-respect?
Are you angry enough? (Shall we bury it?) Are you weak enough? (Let's save ourselves)
Do we need to get used to it? There are always concerns

Even if I go crazy, I believe when you see me, you'll disappear
1 o'clock, 3 o'clock in the morning, how could you be like me, sleepless every night
I will learn from you, forget about my memories, put down the pain you've inflicted
I understand I need to change after being consumed by you, understand and become more aggressive

It's good to be out of control, out of control yet it engulfs me
Cried enough to be tragic, are you tired? Can I finally sleep peacefully?
The remains are at my feet, burn them with the trash, pick up my self-respect?
Are you angry enough? (Shall we bury it?) Are you weak enough? (Let's save ourselves)
Do we need to get used to it? There are always concerns

Only eat when I'm upset, the truth
Are you happy? Will you be relaxed?
Why am I abandoned and still shamed?

It's good to be out of control, out of control enough to redeem myself
It's a pity that I can't control it well, and I can't escape this embankment
The cliff is at my feet, I jump down with tears, can you let go?
You feel guilty, don't you? (How stupid) Do you care? (How stupid)
You don't have it? Probably not

(Is it right?) Does it work?
(Is it wrong?) Does it hurt?
(Have I lived?) I have finally found a way