Paroles et traduction 吳建豪 - 我討厭我自己

我討厭我自己

有一次打電話給妳 卻發現是他在接聽 我和他都放在同個手心裡
這樣的愛怎麼說明 當我們緊抱在一起 他的味道從未散去
為什麼總找不到妳 我只能拚命發短訊 還要我強裝著若無其事
我不喜歡這種感覺 還是無力 自尊在曖昧裡揮發 好氣

我討厭我自己 總是搞不定妳 難道他比我的心對妳還要細膩
當我看到妳的窗口透著他的身影 開始懷疑我只是代替品
我討厭我自己 總在樓下等妳 在我裝不知情妳卻緊緊擁在他的懷裡
當我從照後鏡看到你們的情景 我開始學習放棄

三個人難解的習題 為什麼要纏在一起 我和他都放在同個手心裡
這愛談不下去 oh no 我總是放不下喊停 好遜

我討厭我自己 總是搞不定妳 難道他比我的心對妳還要體貼細膩
當我看到妳的窗口透著他的身影 終於我知道愛隨時可以被代替
我討厭我自己 總在樓下等妳 在我裝不知情妳卻緊緊擁在他的懷裡
當我從照後鏡看到你們的情景 我開始學習放棄

I Hate Myself

Once I called you, but then realized he was the one picking up the phone. He and I were both in the palm of your hand.
How do I explain this kind of love? When we were holding each other, his scent had never faded away.
Why can't I reach you? I can only frantically send you messages. You expected me to act as though nothing had happened.
I don't like this feeling. I'm still helpless. My self-esteem is evaporating in the ambiguity. I'm so angry.

I hate myself. I can't ever figure you out. Is he more considerate and attentive to you than I am?
When I saw his silhouette through your window, I started to suspect I was just a replacement.
I hate myself. I always wait downstairs for you. When I pretended not to know anything, you were hugging him tightly in your arms.
When I saw you two in the rearview mirror, I started to learn how to give up.

Three people, an unsolvable riddle. Why are we entangled? He and I were both in the palm of your hand.
This love won't work out. Oh no, I can't let go and put an end to it. How pathetic.

I hate myself. I can't ever figure you out. Is he more considerate and attentive to you than I am?
When I saw his silhouette through your window, I finally realized that love can be replaced at any time.
I hate myself. I always wait downstairs for you. When I pretended not to know anything, you were hugging him tightly in your arms.
When I saw you two in the rearview mirror, I started to learn how to give up.