Paroles et traduction en anglais 孫子涵 - 只住我自己

只住我自己

我以為我踏過了另一座城
就能不想你
已屏蔽了所有掛念
所以心情神秘
我以為我碰到了
新的朋友就能不想你
看來這自以為是
總躲不過注定
也曾教人灑脫
勸人別作
以為想快樂就能快樂
如今卻在這拉扯的情感裡
體會到了無力
我或許不能像
曾經心裡只住我自己
我偽裝的淡定
心已經歡迎光臨
不要真的以為
沒心沒肺就是我本性
越害怕越逃離
越不停想著你

我以為我踏過了另一座城
就能不想你
已屏蔽了所有掛念
所以心情神秘
我以為我碰到了
新的朋友就能不想你
看來這自以為是
總躲不過注定
也曾教人灑脫
勸人別作
以為想快樂就能快樂
如今卻在這拉扯的情感裡
體會到了無力
我或許不能像
曾經心裡只住我自己
我偽裝的淡定
心已經歡迎光臨
不要真的以為
沒心沒肺就是我本性
越害怕越逃離
越不停想著你

我或許不能像
曾經心裡只住我自己
這並不很大的地
我願分給你
剩下幾分任性
幾分賭氣
遮住了本意
所以我才說
都需要靜一靜
當我發現
不能再欺騙回憶
說我不愛你
這樣會同時失去 我自己

I Only Live With Myself

I thought that if I crossed to another city,
I would be able to stop thinking about you.
I’ve blocked all the ways of missing you,
So that is why I’m so mysterious.
I thought that if I found,
New friends, I would be able to stop thinking about you.
Now it seems that I was being presumptuous;
I can’t escape what is destined to happen.
I also taught other people to be free and easy,
Advised others not to be pretentious,
Thinking that it is possible to be happy if you want to be happy.
But now I am experiencing these complicated emotions,
And I feel powerless.
I may not be able to,
Only live with myself in my heart like before.
I pretend to be calm,
But my heart has already welcomed your arrival.
Don’t really think
That it is my nature to be heartless.
The more I try to escape,
The more I keep thinking about you.

I thought that if I crossed to another city,
I would be able to stop thinking about you.
I’ve blocked all the ways of missing you,
So that is why I’m so mysterious.
I thought that if I found,
New friends, I would be able to stop thinking about you.
Now it seems that I was being presumptuous;
I can’t escape what is destined to happen.
I also taught other people to be free and easy,
Advised others not to be pretentious,
Thinking that it is possible to be happy if you want to be happy.
But now I am experiencing these complicated emotions,
And I feel powerless.
I may not be able to,
Only live with myself in my heart like before.
I pretend to be calm,
But my heart has already welcomed your arrival.
Don’t really think
That it is my nature to be heartless.
The more I try to escape,
The more I keep thinking about you.

I may not be able to,
Only live with myself in my heart like before.
This isn’t such a big space,
I’d be willing to share it with you.
I will leave the remaining willfulness,
And stubbornness,
Which hide my true intentions.
That’s why I said,
That we both need some time to cool down.
When I found,
That I could no longer deceive my memories,
I would say that I didn’t love you.
That would mean that I would also lose myself.