負親 - 小肥 traduction en anglais

負親

在回味当初次接触你
而我害怕须根粗糙的你
嚎哭退开 你却温暖地和妈妈蜜意低声说："他真百厌"

然后六岁亦 未敢挨近你
是你庄严正气 像说别要骚扰你

从此讲一声晚安 还需苦苦挣扎过
和你似爱侣分手那样无助
让光阴如水 我跟你到了某天相对
晚餐里 比不相识更没趣

十年后的一晚看到你
而你睡了呼吸都靠机器
微温两手到我亲切地来捉起在你身边说："别要别离"

重新讲一声晚安 才知今天的你我
无法诉说个开心故事回望
夺出的泪水 我知道与你这天相对
瞬间里 置身黑色派对

时光返不到最初 回忆一天天错过
难以对你再亲口说下承诺
但心声藏于我心里暗暗建的堡垒
抹不去错失中的过去

曾经收起的抱拥 曾经懒去寄的书信
留到葬礼那一刻已是无用
墓碑的旁边 我即使向你谈论今天的锁碎
你都不覆半句

若当天孩子 懂得将"我爱你"这一句豁出去
或会拉近差距

Father

I reminisce about when I first met you,
But I was afraid of your coarse whiskers,
I howled and recoiled, but you warmly whispered to my mother, "He's really annoying".

Even at the age of six, I dared not get close to you,
You were so serious and dignified, as if to say, "Don't bother me".

From then on, saying goodnight was a struggle,
It was like breaking up with a lover, I felt so helpless.
Time flowed like water, and one day we sat across from each other,
Dinner was more awkward than meeting a stranger.

A decade later, I saw you again,
You were asleep, breathing with the help of a machine.
Your hands were slightly warm as you reached out to me and said, "Don't leave me".

I finally said goodnight, and realized that you and I today,
Cannot tell each other a happy story to look back on.
The tears I shed, I know that this day with you,
In the blink of an eye, I am at a funeral.

Time cannot be reversed, memories are missed every day,
I can no longer say my promise to you in person.
But my heart holds my voice in a fortress I secretly built,
The past mistakes cannot be erased.

The hugs I once withheld, the letters I was too lazy to send,
At the funeral, they are useless.
Next to your tombstone, even if I talk to you about today's trivia,
You will not reply.

If I had known as a child to say "I love you" without hesitation,
Perhaps the gap between us would have narrowed.