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Onnajisamishisa

急行が止まるだけが取り柄と馬鹿にしてた
あなたが住むあの街へ向かってる
同じ寂しさに揺られ 思いがけぬカーブで
掴み取った吊革にギギギと笑われた

こんな風に私はいつも 掴んだ分だけ遠くなる

壊さないように生きるのに 壊れてしまうのは何故だろう
愛さなきゃ これからを
揺れるたびに掴むのに 離してしまうのは何故だろう
急がなきゃ あなたを抱きしめるために

見向きもされなくなった あの店もあのタワーも
車窓に映る自分と重なった

こんな風に私はいつも 重ねた分だけ怖くなる

叶ったものはすぐ忘れて 叶わぬことばかり覚えて
許さなきゃ これまでを
乗り換える駅はあるけど 降りるには荷物が重くて
急がなきゃ あなたが私を待ってる

枯れて落ちた花を捨てられずに 美しさの数を知った

壊さないように生きるのに 壊れてしまうのは何故だろう
愛さなきゃ これからも
揺れるたびに掴むのに 離してしまうのは何故だろう
急がなきゃ あなたを抱きしめるために

Onnajisamishisa

I used to look down on this train because it only stopped at express stations
Now I'm on it, heading towards the town where you live
Swaying with the same loneliness, and on an unexpected curve
I grabbed the handrail and it creaked at me, as if it was laughing

That's how I always am, the more I hold on, the further away I get

I try to live without breaking anything, but why do I always end up breaking?
I should let go of the past
I keep reaching out every time the train shakes, but why do I let go?
I should hurry, to hold you in my arms

The old store and the tower that no one pays attention to anymore
Overlapped with the reflection of myself in the window

That's how I always am, the more I pile on, the more scared I get

I quickly forget the things that come true, but I always remember the things that don't
I should forgive the past
There are stations where I can change trains, but my luggage is too heavy to get off
I should hurry, because you're waiting for me

I've learned how beautiful a flower is after it's withered and fallen

I try to live without breaking anything, but why do I always end up breaking?
I should let go of the past
I keep reaching out every time the train shakes, but why do I let go?
I should hurry, to hold you in my arms