Paroles et traduction A-Mei Chang - 過不去

過不去

覺得過不去了
而淚水比什麼都還重
掉的那麼的刺耳
深夜圍困了所有
最想的都是不能的
不能對你說
不能讓你痛
不能 度過
分明故事不是只有我
是我 撐著
也許被當作想的太多
不多 不夠
所以這時候對你還有疑惑
你在做什麼
你在想什麼
其實表面還好
到底誰不能赤裸裸
反倒希望你識破
以為保留是寬容
當你不懂就好刺痛
痛到想發瘋
痛到更沉默 然後
沒有 然後
非要找答案又籠罩我
想過 放過
你總會讓我重頭來過
只有 我懂
這之中的我已經變了
變的做更多 變的想更多
覺得過不去了
而淚水比什麼都還重
掉的那麼的 刺耳

Too hard to cross

I feel like it's impossible to get over it
And tears weigh me down more than anything
They fall so deafeningly
The dark night has enveloped everything
All I can think about are the things I can't have
I can't tell you
I can't make you hurt
I can't get through this
It's clear that I'm not the only one in this story
But I'm the one who's hanging on
Maybe I'm seen as being too emotional
Not enough, not enough
So now I'm filled with doubt about you
What are you doing?
What are you thinking?
I'm holding on for dear life
But deep down, I'm not okay
I want you to see through my facade
I thought keeping my feelings to myself was being tolerant
But it hurts so much when you don't understand
It hurts so much that I want to go crazy
It hurts so much that I go silent. And then
There is no "and then"
I can't escape the need for answers
I've thought about letting go
But you always bring me back to square one
Only I understand
That in all of this, I have changed
I do more, I think more
I feel like it's impossible to get over it
And tears weigh me down more than anything
They fall so deafeningly