Paroles et traduction 張智霖 - 死去活來

死去活來

糾纏的紅筋 眼淚在疑問
紅腫難分 哭得太狠
虛脫如懲罰 分手總要 發洩全部怨恨

將 床單毛衣掉出去
如合照使我難面對 焚燒都不心虛

恨你夠嗎 害你對嗎
自信心 一天天被焚化
我未放下 還在咒罵你竟偷偷戀上他
是我未夠班 才被摧殘
傷口再花 不等結疤 來灑鹽嗎

鮮紅的顏色 血液為誰滴
如果痕跡 不可退色
怎會留餘地 寫一封信 要你全部確認

當 如此殘忍若不對
遺下我一個捱下去 能否撐起身軀

恨你夠嗎 害你對嗎
自信心 一天天被焚化
我未放下 還在咒罵你竟偷偷戀上他
是我未夠班 才被摧殘
傷口再花 不可結疤 放下好嗎

承認我沒法招架 即管繼續失眠
當死去活來一千遍 誰會記得 續漸過時

害怕上班 害怕回家
害怕她 今天擁著誰嗎
髮亦變白 還任性地壓抑繼續想自殘
自怨沒有她 存活多難
一首怨曲 一生葬花 結局了吧

這種怪胎 不懂節哀 死去活來

Dead and Alive

Tangled veins, tears in question
Swollen and indistinguishable, I've cried too much
Exhausted like punishment, breakups always evoke all the resentment

I'll throw your sheets and sweaters out the door
As your pictures become too hard to face, I'll burn them without guilt

Do I hate you enough? Am I hurting you enough?
My self-esteem is being incinerated with each passing day
I can't let go, I still curse you for secretly falling in love with him
It's because I'm not good enough that I'm being destroyed
My wounds are still fresh, don't wait for them to heal before you pour salt on them?

The color of fresh blood, dripping for whom
If the scars can't fade
How can I find the space to write you a letter, to confirm everything to you

If being so cruel is wrong
Leaving me alone to carry on, can I pull myself together

Do I hate you enough? Am I hurting you enough?
My self-esteem is being incinerated with each passing day
I can't let go, I still curse you for secretly falling in love with him
It's because I'm not good enough that I'm being destroyed
My wounds are still fresh, don't let them heal, can you let go?

Admit that I can't cope, just keep losing sleep
When I've died and come back to life a thousand times, who will remember? It will gradually become a thing of the past

I fear going to work, I fear going home
I fear her, who is she holding today?
My hair has turned white, but I still stubbornly suppress the urge to self-harm
I blame myself for not having her, it's so hard to survive
A song of resentment, a lifetime of burying flowers, it's over now

This freak doesn't know how to mourn, dying and coming back to life